Write a letter to someone who may or may not read it.
Schizoposting and e-drama General
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Schizos could be in this thread..
yes it's my time to shine teehee
i will post one before going to bed
Heyyyy are you schizophrenic?
im so ashamed and im so embarrassed, i fucked up my chance and i never was aware of it. i wish i could go back, i wish i could fix the past but im handicapped by the choices that i made.
i miss the love that i know i lost.
I'm not 100% sure yet but I think getting a prosumer-level CNC-gantry-router is the cure for male loneliness. Currently looking to get the Shapeoko 5 Pro with the 2.2kw spindle. The half-sized one looks like the best option for my application and room available. It's really funny how learning a new tool / technique beams all kinds of new ideas into ones brain. Learning some MCAD and getting a 3D-printer opened up a ton of handy skills for me as an EE and I'm really curious what the ability to do subtractive manufacturing will do to my brain.
BTW, do all males get at least a half-chub when they see / hear roughing end mills ripping through a block of aluminum? It's the most fun one can have with pants on. Probably.
It's good that these machines are numerically controlled because I would have trouble controlling that much machine while having a raging boner.
Wow, very classy, egging on the crazy stabby chick that was very unwell, mentally.
heh i have a type.. im the one she needed, i couldve made her complete.
I've actually grown up a bit over the past few years, and I'm old as fuck.
You ever consider trying that?
No thanks. I do what I want, bitch!
Also, what is "old as fuck" to you, dear 16 yo?
you have to be 18 to post here faggot
I have in mind that if I just get a gf, life will become meaningful again. I do not believe that I would live for her, or that we would have true love--as a matter of fact, I am extremely averse to that idea. I simply want someone to be around. I cannot do this with family or friends, for very boring reasons stated below.
I have never been intimate with anyone ever. I have never talked about feelings with anyone, not my family and not friends (I am not even interested in doing so, even with a gf); In fact, I have never had a friend. I do not mean this in the sense that I have never had a "true friend", I mean I have never known anyone in real life at any point besides as an acquaintance. I am very obviously schizoid and I was diagnosed as such.
I just lost interest in this post.
Dear bf,
I don't get why you keep putting new pillowcases on over the old pillowcases but I feel awkward correcting you. This is like the time you peeled a banana complete and just ate it unsheathed in your hand. Why do you do this
I am not being gaslit anymore I'm literally imprisoned, societal freedom is rapidly dwindling, I have to deal with retarded whores all the time that are impossible and waste my time, I have to deal with this garbage website. No fucking shit. This is dumbassry. Fuck you.
i turned 18 recently can you guys finally embrace me
no get the fuck off my board kid
I hope you never date anyone
Dating a shizoid boy ruined me
Sorry, you don't even have a fully formed brain yet (gets unlocked at around 25 years, avoid cannabis consumption until then to avoid potential long term damage to your brain).
If he didn't bite the banana from the side, I have bad news for you. Make him watch the shit aliens movie with the "flute scene" and see how he reacts. If that scene makes him snicker or confuses him, you're alright but if he shows any signs of arousal seeing that scene, he's very homosexual.
I am not being gaslit anymore. This website is not the place to organize any kind of meaningful relationship. I'm not staring at this website trying to solve impossible problems any longer. There is nothing wrong with my conduct. I am perfectly capable of socializing correctly. I am imprisoned. Not my fault.
Why is someone trying to farm for people's secrets with these threads?
Dear M
The way I feel about you has caused me so much pain. It has caused me to jealous and hateful of people who get close to you. It's caused me to hate myself and think of myself as less worthy because I don't think i'm worthy of you. It's made me lose all ambition and drive in my life because whatever I commit to I won't be able to do it for you. I wouldn't be comfortable with being close to anyone else but you. I've lived my whole life without being truly close to someone and I fear that if I lose you I will be completely alone in the world for the rest of my life. In a perfect world we would be holding each other, comforting one another in soft voices, going everywhere with each other and spending the rest of our lives together.
Because the guy who makes a lot of the posts in this thread and on this board, likes to create spreadsheets and larp as many different characters to antagonize others.
Are you also that guy anon? ...Why do I feel antagonized?
I am not being gaslit any more
THAT'S IT I'M GOING TO DELETE ALL OUR MESSAGES TOGETHER I'M GOING TO DELETE EVERYTHING SEE HOW YOU LIKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER
How do you know how close other people are getting?
I am a teacher. Whether you choose to learn is entirely up to you.
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When they spend time with and talk to this person more than I do because I can't bring myself to be closer to them to save my life.
This board is proof that autistic 'people' don't deserve sympathy from the rest of society.
Are you edating or do you know her in person? Is it a femanon?
im a robot too
if weed was harmful why would it be legal in my state?
stop saying this shit FUCK
why are you so angry calm down
sorry, you're right. sorry
youll learn.. youll learn to regulate your emotions someday, its fine
thank you for you patience and support
Maria,
This is my first post on Anon Babble today.
I don't read the ones you write pretending to be me. They don't stir anything in me anymore.
If that's how you need to cope, by stepping into my skin, go ahead. But that version of me only lives in your storm. Not mine.
If you want to speak to me, use your voice.
Call me Mike. That's the only thing I'll ever respond to.
There's nothing written here for me.
So I won't give you what's meant for someone else.
I'm heading up into the mountains, no reception, no noise.
Just wind, breath, and real ground underfoot.
Feels good to be where the air is clear.
I have to shit but the poop won't come out. I wish you were here to help me.
No, a person I know in real life. She has a lot of femanon-adjacent traits but I hope to god she wouldn't debase herself to using this website. She's a part of my irl friend group, talking about my feelings for this person gets contentious so I took it here. We've gotten to know each other and hung out in group settings here and there but we've never spoken about anything deep. I still feel a deep connection with her, we just seem like such similar people and I feel like we'd appreciate similar things in life. I just can't bring myself to get closer to her because when it comes to feeling sincere intimate feelings for someone (which i don't usually with like 99% of all people) I just feel overwhelmed or somehow guilty or selfish. She knows I have some kind of feelings for her and I've always felt like any attempt to interact one-on-one would immediately call into question for her my intentions. She did offer to cook something at my apartment (probably as part of a group hangout, my place is often where most of our friends hang out because i'm a complete neet and i often make myself available), and we've texted back and forth a little bit about it for some time. I asked her about it last night and she hasn't responded so far. I wouldn't expect her to be avoidant/ignore me since she seems broadly friendly towards me and isn't uncomfortable with hanging out even considering my feelings. It's also possible she just doesn't know how to respond. It's also possible she's in a rough spot atm and can't. Idk. Part of me just wants this to be overwith but the greater part doesn't want any future without her because I just haven't felt so deeply for a person before even if it isn't necessarily love because I don't know them fully as a person yet. Or I don't know.