I know she is not coming back but part of me still thinks she might coming back...

I know she is not coming back but part of me still thinks she might coming back, I wish I could get rid of that part of my brain that makes me so obsessive, life would be less painful that way

let it go man. it's time to give up. it's over

I bet you like imagining her riding her new bf. Cuck.

I want to but I can't, it's very hard for me to let go

The cure for this is new pussy.

I guess you are right, but goddamn it she was so perfect, not just physically but her personality too!!

maybe iggy pop was right, she was nothing new

How was she? If it didn't work something happened for you guys to not be together again

You aren't supposed to let go.
Once you upgrade to a better woman, those memories are meant to flow back so you can compare them to memories with your new girl, then laugh as you realized you were doing yourself a disservice in being with her.
It's like a little dopamine rush.

b-but what if the new woman is inferior to her? it's gonna make me feel worse.

If she was perfect for you you would still be together.

maybe I wasn't good enough for her, maybe I was too clingy

wish I could get rid of that part of my brain that makes me so obsessed with her

How come? You don't say anything about how she was

well she was just as obsessive as I was which I didn't mind of course, it made me feel loved
but I guess it was all lies

How she leave? We can try and help you anon

Do you think is still salvageable? Ngl this reminds me of my ex boyfriend and I'm freaking out

well...I know you are gonna laugh at me but..it was a long distance relationship and the last few days we talked she said there was stuff going on with her family and we still talked for a bit but her text slowed down and eventually she just stopped texting me and I've been coping for a month and a half, thinking she might come back but she is not coming back I know she won't

There maybe something actually going on with her family, if you come to think why she isn't dating some closer to her maybe her family doesn't let her date?

she said she lives in a small town, the kind where everyone knows each other and she hates everyone there, she even told me I was the first positive male figure in her life.
I mean what she told me what was going on sounded serious, but part of me is panicking and I keep thinking she is not coming back or that I did something wrong.

TFW a widow in her 50s (who hadn't been fucked in a decade) claimed to be interested in fucking me, yet in two weeks she never made an arrangement to meet, and has basically ghosted me without blocking me. I know she's not coming back. Still, TFW you're not even worth blocking.
I also lost two other good chances to fuck with my 'tism. I want to die.

yeah, she didn't even block me either that would've at least given me some closure

Her vibe doesn't sound the best, she probably just can't talk to you because she's not allowed to or can't. Have you checked if she's online lately? Talking to other people or playing on Steam?

I only had her on discord, she didn't use social media, I was gonna add her on steam at some point.
I really hope is just her being unable to communicate with me but I mean it's been almost two months so I don't know anymore.
whatever happens, if she does come back I'm taking her back I love her too much

Did she updated her pfp? I'm biased anon you sound just like I did when my ex left me, I was always hoping he will comeback and miss me too, I hope things in your case are better

no she hasn't changed her pfp but who knows maybe she just made another account.....god I hope not

I really hope it's just me panicking and she just can't communicate with me for whatever reason who knows maybe she doesn't have internet connection or something... I know I know I'm just coping...

I was coping too anon, he ultimately changed his number and blocked me everywhere

I'm going to drink again I'm going to pray for you to have your happy ending

I'm so sorry that I reminded you of your ex

I'm going to pray for you to have your happy ending

thanks, I appreciate it

It's okay anon it has been 3 months without him and I will have to get used to not hear his laughter anymore, don't do anything stupid for her she may not appreciated it in my case I just scared him more heh

what did you do? if you don't mind me asking?
it's ok if you don't want to talk about it

I tried going to his house :(

man, if my girlfriend tried to come to my house I would marry her.
some men don't realize how good they have it

I'm a virgin too even show evidence to him ,I guess I just wasn't what he wanted

I still can't get myself to hate him

people here keep telling me to forget about her and move on but I just can't I can't even be mad at her for ghosting me I just keep blaming myself.
I hate that somedays when I think about her too much I start crying. I can hardly get out of bed.
I think I shouldn't be in a relationship at all

We can always think that we are the bad guys if we never get a reply of why we were left, I cried too much and I did things I should haven't done just because I loved him that much I cry about him too scream enough for my neighbors to hear me, I hate love and I hate that I still want him to hug me

I wonder how much this pain lasts? some people have told me it lasts for years, It's only been a month and a half and it's already unbearable.
love....never again...

I'm still in pain, I still cry and sometimes send a friend request in another discord account in hopes he add me and tell me he loves me

Yeah, it's fucked.
I blocked mine on FB Dating, but she's still there on WhatsApp. She gave me two numbers. Bitch didn't even notice.
I've gone back to swiping on over 50s and still coming up fuckless. FML.

I keep checking discord obsessively in hopes that she is back and she texts me. I won't even bombard her with questions about what happened I would just be happy if she came back.

I'm praying you get your happy ending there is still hope anon

thanks
I hope you get a nice bf too that appreciates you