I sure wonder what it is like to be entangled with a masculine man... To have him pay for you, actually want sex with you and pester you with it, have a man who is capable of his own decisions, who will be jealous and possesive. I do wonder. I find it hard to even fantasize anymore because I only have had experiences with comfortable&safe submissive men. I have to take up a role of the man of the house in order to not die alone because I am so pathetic and a failure of a woman.
I sure wonder what it is like to be entangled with a masculine man... To have him pay for you...
Well if you're Canadian and biologically female I'll take you.
lol blame boomer moms and government for sissifying men en mass into worthless beta simpKEKOLDS
simpKEKOLDS make good soldiers or something
sorry bitch im too busy stacking paper and doing drugs that make you scared
If you're willing to share, perhaps we can talk.
Masculine men certainly still exist, my issue is that I am low value + I am traumatized by men into flight response at the sight of a masculinity . I am not really even complaining, I am genuinely just curious what all this normie stuff that I have no chance at feels like.
You don't get, we'd just argue to no end, it would only work if you outright kidnapped me which is not worth discussing. My issue is that I am broken, can't cope with the role of a woman, not that men don't exist.
i am getting really tired of these faganons doing these retarded gay roleplay threads where they reply to people like they're a celebrity doing a qna. nobody gives a fuck about you or your little gooner thread.
at this point just get a fucking rainbow dildo and a trip or something, that's the only way you can get gayer and more retarded.
so, you want a man but you're afraid of men? ok great, go die alone then
I do wonder how its like to be loved. Without trying to "fix" me
You don't get, we'd just argue to no end
That's fine I'll just take you to bed and plap you until you stop arguing. Now are you Canadian?
Why are you phrasing this as if I am intentionally like that to spite you
I constantly doubt if people I were with loved me or not. I suspect they didn't but I can't know for sure. So you know, I'm still not sure what is it supposed to be like or not. Is feeling loved even real emotion?
No I'm not Canadian, I'm europoor
No I'm not Canadian, I'm europoor
Well that's your problem, silly!
put this nigga in jail right now dawg
Is feeling loved even real emotion?
in my experience being loved = loving someone. Its the same thing. that's why they call it "in love". You can judge by their actions, they can take care of you, helping you and that's love. Also I think you can kinda see it in the eyes. But it doesnt mean you both not gonna start hurting each other for whatever reason. The closer you get the more it hurts.
I've been in love but I am not sure what's it's like to be loved. I always burned out because I felt like like I did everything while the person just existed.
Shut up and let me eat your pussy OP
you say exactly what my ex used to say about me lol.
I guess that why she is ex
I always burned out because I felt like like I did everything while the person just existed.
What do you mean exactly?
true. I could not give what she wanted. And that was a lot to ask from me.
Well when I am in love it comes naturally to me that I want to pamper my love. Cook for them, ease their day, engage with their hobbies, buy gifts. Think ahead to accommodate, surprise. Men told me that they loved me, but they never actually did anything like those things that came naturally to me through my feelings. They would sometimes even get upset that I "wasted my free time" on doing sth that's just for them, no personal gain on my side, being flabbergasted as to why.
Over time I just feel like my feelings are wasted, the energy runs dry.
Huh, it's interesting that on your picture the man is still very thin and twink-like. Post more.
Why are you phrasing this as if I am intentionally like that to spite you
lolwomen complains
man offers solution
you don't get it lol + it can't be fix'd
Fucking classic. To complain just "to get it out of her chest" or whatever the fuck that means. Dumb whore rope yourself
Ah ok, I thought that's what you were getting at, but I didn't know how to put it into words. That's understandable though, to want some actual effort on their part to show that they love you. I dunno, maybe it's because I've never been in a relationship, but I'd definitely want to show my love in some form or another. I can't imagine NOT wanting to do that.
I am trying to fight that nagging thought that it's not that I am not being loved; it's just different communication styles. But the voice remains and slowly hollows me out. I am just fundamentally unloveable no matter what I do
Shut the fuck up you attention seeking whore.
There is no solution though, it's just human condition. You can't fix being incomplete person by pretending to be someone else.
Anon Babble is not very good for image posting as you can only choose one picture. Skinnyh men is physical preference regardless of their behavior.
People who are 100% submissive or dominant are boooring. What I dream of is a romantic, yandere relationship where we're both switches and hurt, control, worship and serve each other.
Aaand this is why you are still single
No I disagree, I get him. I have capacity for domination, but I want the effort reciprocated.
It's just that on the other side I am too used to being control and I wonder what it's like to be forced into letting go. It seems tantalizing but I have too deep of a trust issues, I can't let those people into my life.
For me, the trust is exactly what makes it so hot. The idea that we trust each other so much we are willing to get tied up or drugged and be entirely at the other person's mercy. That our desires are one and we're happy whether our love is expressed with kissing or biting, gentle worship or overpowering primal urges.
Imagine ending your lovemaking with marks all over your neck and collarbones, and scratch marks on his back. Imagine him holding you tightly from behind, smelling your hair, molesting you and not letting you go.
You women complain so much, when all you need to do is get fucked.
You sound like a neurotic wreck, case closed
Getting me riled up while at work
As if getting fucked is easy. No man finds it worth it to break through my mental illness to give the satisfying fuck, I don't deserve it.
Yes I am, what of it now?
Everyone deserves a second half that matches them. If you're mentally ill then you're still enough for a mentally ill second half.
i think i get why russians legalized wife beating
Deal if we also legalize husband-beating
Just stop being mentally ill
mental illness makes women more attractive
i dont think thats real
just get a soft boy who is a switch, dummy.
I don't think think having trust issues would pair well with another trust issues des
I mean, they just legalized domestic abuse. Everyone can beat each other up. And there is an administrative punishment, it's just that it takes money from both so it's easier not to report.
Just stop being a loser bruh
Haven't met any in my life, but if I did they still wouldn't be interested in me. I am a low value woman so I can only convince men to consider me if I do everything myself.
i hope op gets raped by some feral junkie and kills herself
I don't think think having trust issues would pair well with another trust issues des
You can get someone with a different mental illness. Maybe someone who attaches easily and becomes obsessed with you. So he breaks through your trust issues with his devotion. And puts a collar on your neck for your safety.
women just discard anyone who actually cares about them
you complete me
you complete me like fist to a nose
Maybe someone who attaches easily and becomes obsessed with you
If that even exists, then certainly not for ugly losers like me
Cute image, are you brown? You just want a yandere bf, that's quite a common and achievable fantasy.
you complete me like fist to a nose
Nigger please
I wouldn't specifically say yandere or that I want. I am just contemplating over how it would feel to be a different person entirely, harmonious in my femoid skin, and engaging in heteronormative relationships. Living a typical female life being taken care of having and not worrying my beautiful head about mundane shit. Maybe I could get it as I am but that would require a man to be actually obsessed to persist on breaking the ice, but that part is again unrealistic because I'm ugly and boring and not worth anyone's obsession.
I don't really think yanderes exists in general, it's just a fantasy. It's not productive to seriously crave something that is not real.
I'm slavnigger.
The world is a terrible, scary, difficult place, there's no paradise for you to escape to, you'll always have to make decisions and take responsibility. That "trophy wife life" has always been a lie. However, a second half should take some of that burden, help you recover when you're down., guide you and give you second opinion. Most people are so tough on themselves but look at their friends much more favourably and leniently, and your second half should be your best friend and counteract these pessimistic/fatalistic/self-sabotaging thoughts. Of course, you'd do the same for them.
Hey, I'm also a slav, I'm polish, maybe that's why this thread piqued my interest!
The world is a terrible, scary, difficult place, there's no paradise for you to escape to, you'll always have to make decisions and take responsibility. That "trophy wife life" has always been a lie. However, a second half should take some of that burden, help you recover when you're down., guide you and give you second opinion. Most people are so tough on themselves but look at their friends much more favourably and leniently, and your second half should be your best friend and counteract these pessimistic/fatalistic/self-sabotaging thoughts. Of course, you'd do the same for them.
I agree ethically speaking, but in practice I see women around me living those easy waif lives all the time. Even my own cousin does. It's not even that I am jealous because I find their lives "unethical". But I am curious on their state of mind, what does it feel like. They just accept the default social gender contract and don't care, even enjoy it. Someone brash just swooped them fresh out of high school and that's it, their lives are solved. Came so naturally to them. Mystery to me.
The life of a femcel