I'm so pathetically lonely that I'm considering transitioning at 30. My life is a ruined mess.
I'm so pathetically lonely that I'm considering transitioning at 30. My life is a ruined mess
my life is ruined
i will ruin it more by becoming a gross freak of nature
this is the same mentality drug users have. you must be really retarded to think transitioning will leave you looking like a petite 18 year old stacey and not leave you more busted then the average 30 year old roastie. the fact that you think transitoning will leave you looking like finnster tells everybody exactly how much hours you spend watching porn. i doubt you even considered other ways to improve your life before arriving at the conclusion at manifesting your degenerate fantasies into reality.
Dude probably has a small dick. He can't take all the blame
She's cute but her upper body is a little bulky
i missed my chance to troon out (i masculinized a bit too much since i left the house at 18, but i could have passed had i started then) so i've been trying to sublimate that energy into scientific work. convincing my mentally ill self maybe someday in the future i can body swap or something and not want to kill myself.
plus, being a tranny is just a compromise to your happiness -- you'll never be fully at peace with yourself; no tranny is, so i might as well try and fly with this body while it's still not fucked up yet.
but boy do i hate everything male about myself.
really, seeing passing trannies just makes it hurt more. like, i couldn't even have the second-best option. i'm stuck like this forever.
implying you would be fully at peace with yourself living as a man with tranny thoughts
Not true anon, God gives his trannyist inclinations to his hungest tallest boys. It's a cruel, strange fact of life, and/or a part of God's strange sense of humor.
i already look and sound like im on HRT as a 25 year old male
i would take it if i lived in a westren country at this point desu
being a tranny opens up a bajillion cans of worms though. i rather that i'm a man with tranny thoughts now than having to question and scrutinize every single relationship and interaction for the rest of my life out of fear
sound like i'm on HRT
kek
what do i know?
that HRT doesnt change your voice?
i sound like a 15 year old or a troon thats what i mean
why
you would just be lowering your potential dating pool even further and realistically only be able to date other trannies after that point
watching t4t relationships has the same vibe as watching a cartoon villain break down into a fit of paralytic madness while the protagonists stop fighting, shake their heads, and leave.
it's pathetic but you're better off not engaging.
How does your face change that much ? Is it make up or I need glasses ?
facial fat and muscle can change pretty drastically on HRT depending on dosage and genetics. the vast majority of trannies get put on dosages that are too low and it hurts their devel.
being a repressing tranny is itself a can of worms, pretending to fit in isnt fitting in, being a tranny or not a tranny is a false dilemma, you're still the same fucked up person who even wants to be a tranny in the first place, better to own that than try to avoid it.
I once talked to a tranny on VC and once the lispy gay voice came out of them I got so turned off
dont transition if you dont have dysphoria, please
scientific work
see ya in 30 years, john!
i won't john, 50 i'll probably kill myself by that point
I'm so pathetically lonely that I'm considering transitioning at 30.
Same anon but what's it ever gonna change? It's not gonna stop me being a pathetic old man
so i've been trying to sublimate that energy into scientific work. convincing my mentally ill self maybe someday in the future i can body swap or something and not want to kill myself.
That's my coping mechanism as well. I've gotten as far as taking HRT for weeks on end then stopping.
I don't have a wife but I've literally cried in fetal position before cried in fetal position multiple times before.
this is literally a woman i would go for and its a fucking tranny. i hate this gender revolution shit i dont want to have to guess if my gf has a pussy or an axe wound and weird hrt tits
I've gotten as far as taking HRT for weeks on end then stopping.
i've done the same. it genuinely does help the dysphoria but then i get filled with feelings of dread about my future and eventually stop. i keep a vial of estradiol in a box and that's made it a little easier, even if i'm not taking it right now.
god you all are such fucking losers. be a real man or be a woman but stop being a fucking loser.
transitioning made my life 100x better and more fullfilling. my relationships are better (besides my mom lol), I enjoy my body, I can finally socialize, nd i just feel freeer. Ive never been hatecrimed, if been called a faggot ONCE in public, and I my career is going well. stop and cope, jesus christ
iM Doing it at 30 becuase I have avoidant personality disorder so I just run into my crossdressing feminization fantasies which requires a viably cute and young body,,, Not the wisest decision i just really fucked up my life i wanted to be a high level physicsit and now im here with a unfinishd philosophy dfegree at 30, so im just like well what else i can do .,.
trannies stop shilling their degenerate astroturfed jewish trash challenge (Impossible)
passoid virgin loser nonsense
go back.
it genuinely does help the dysphoria but then i get filled with feelings of dread about my future and eventually stop.
I know exactly how this feels. It would be so much easier to just be a man and rep instead of going through all of this shit just so I can be a man with tits
I, on the other hand, have loaded my laptop up with harddrive of memes from 5-10 years ago. My life is also a ruined mess.
lgbt sucks
thanks for calling me a passoid anon!!
drop some, take me on a nastolgia trip
strange.. When most people are drunk they fuck trannies but when I'm drunk I see trannies as the men they are. Indeed very strange
I love taking hormones, they make me feel so much happier, energetic, emotional, empathetic. The only downside is a more feminine sex drive and estrogen makes me really airheaded. Also it's a bitch to get them where I live, I have to go to planned parenthood for it and they really do not like giving out the proper dosages. I'm going to have to start doing diy hrt because of that.
Unforunately I have to take a break from hrt as I still live with my parents and my tits were starting to grow to fast, I need to find a full time job so I can move out and continue transitioning.
STFU (((shill)))
ive been on hrt for about 2 years now, it sucks if you cant pass, my frame is huge and masculine and my face is very long
i just sit inside all day and pretend my life isnt so shitty, people will say "just hit the gym bro" or "just stop believing the woke mind virus bro" because they are normie internet goycattle
there is no cure besides repping if youre up for that, and itll leave you miserable if you succeed and miserable if you fail now that you know what a tranny is
giwtwm
I still live with my parents and my tits were starting to grow to fast
same
so should i stop manmoding and go rep
if you are manmoding its better you stay doing that or you will be even more miserable repping
probably a bad idea brother. good luck though
Cross post a pic of you on lgbt
i cant. i used to be really popular on there but i dissapeared and i cant go back. my bf wont even let me open up Anon Babble he only allows Anon Babble and Anon Babble :( sorry anon....
Are you the one from ohio
wren? no
HOLY friction burn...
this is why you either troon or rope. if you're dysphoric it's ova. HRT just reduces chances of roping, even if you don't pass. You might be really lucky and pass even if you're 30. Especially if you like 5'8 and shorter. I would rather be 5'8 tranny at 30 than 18 yo 6'3 tallhon. Being tall is the worst.
just say u cant put in effort
im 6'0, my tranny friend is 6'3, we both pass great. its just knowing what to dress, taking care of your hair, and voice training
I know only two cis girls who is 5'8. National average is 5'6. Passing 6'+ is harder bc it comes with big face, wide shoulders/ribcage. I'm 5'7 and still get mogged by height alone.
Kek I'm not saying it's for everyone, I'm just detailing how it's affected me.