ok I give up for real this time, this is the last thread I make about this, I'm no longer waiting for her.
Ok I give up for real this time, this is the last thread I make about this, I'm no longer waiting for her
Good, faggot. Fuck off before I sic Michael on you.
as if I fear any of you faggots
Oh you fucked up now fool, Mike's gonna tear your ass apart.
ohh I'm soooo scared
godspeed anon. it's just better to let go
if you are truly important to someone, then they will reach out
You should be, faggot. Mike will snap your dick off just by tightening his sphincter.
yeah you are not the only one that told me that, that's what got me thinking and you guys are right she would at least try something, it sucks because I really did love her... oh well... I learned my lesson, love is not for me
sounds like you are talking from experience
its actually the opposite, anon. this shows you are capable of love, even if the other person just shoves you away. it hurts, i have been there, but you will be fine... i hope
I am, motherfucker bout damn broke my COCK
Why not just contact her op.
thanks...I just gotta keep myself away from anything that can kill me.
I tried everything she won't respond.
I could think of a million excuses but lets be honest, she doesn't care about me anymore
thanks...I just gotta keep myself away from anything that can kill me.
do you have anhero ideations? i am sorry, anon...
What things did you try? Calling her phone number? Emailing?
yes... for a while now (this has been going for a month and a half) but especially today, please don't worry about me
yes, she never gave me her phone number though, I don't know why I never asked for that, god I'm a fucking idiot
yes... for a while now (this has been going for a month and a half) but especially today, please don't worry about me
oh... well, it would be hypocritical to tell you not to be like this, because i am somewhat suicidal myself. also, now that i acknowledge your existence, i can't not worry about you. i am sorry
How did you talk normally then? Just a discord chat?
I appreciate it, I really do
yeah, she was very paranoid so I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable by asking for her phone number.
I appreciate it, I really do
no worries
yeah, she was very paranoid so I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable by asking for her phone number.
wow, your story is similar to mine. i think it's not about being paranoid, but being afraid of commitment. its probably not the first time they do this
How long did you talk to her on discord for? I find girls usually burn out around the 3-4 month mark and then ghost..
well we met on Anon Babble her being paranoid was a bit understandable in my opinion
3 months, she told me something was going on in her family but yeah that might've been a lie after all
well we met on Anon Babble her being paranoid was a bit understandable in my opinion
same, this is why i am telling you this
well I'm never doing something like this again, never again, I'll be alone for the rest of my life, because the women where I live are all terrible.
maybe I could try moving to a different place.. nah I would rather live alone in the middle of nowhere
Where do you live vs. where does she live though? Do you think moving elsewhere would change things?
well I'm never doing something like this again, never again
anon, you are feeling this way because you are hurt. but soon enough you'll find yourself looking for love, it's natural. women here on Anon Babble are mostly terrible too, but there's always a small chance you meet someone who is genuinely nice.
I don't know if it would change things, for now I would rather be alone though
but soon enough you'll find yourself looking for love
if that happens again I will stab myself on the thigh, every single time
it isnt your legs fault!!!
it's my fault for being weak
What was the ideal in your mind how things were meant to go? You visit her and the two of you keep falling madly in love over months and years? Was the distance too great for that to be something you could achieve, would she even have anywhere to go or stay with you?
Is she a redhead and from the uk?
this is not your fault, anon. you are love deprived, and that is normal. give yourself space and time :)
the ideal was that I was gonna help her move in with me, but whatever it doesn't matter it's over
no if she was a redhead I would be having way more troubles getting over her
what features about her did you like so much in terms of appearance
it wasn't too much about her features (not that she wasn't cute) it was more about her personality, we were both into self harming for pleasure not because we were depressed. yes I know you are gonna call me creepy or an asshole but that was one of the things i liked the most about her.
hardly creepy, did you and her both cut together then? what else did u bond over
yes we did we would sent each other pictures of our cuts, we also played games, we both loved postal 1 and 2 and I showed her some bauhaus music too and we watched vampire hunter D together, it was the first movie we watched together actually.
fuck now I can't watch that either...too painful
not that anon, but trauma bonding is never good, it will never be good, it has never been good. call me whatever names you want, i have never ever seen a single relationship like that last for a year or longer
no no, we didn't trauma bond I mean I guess that could be considered trauma bonding but it's not like we did that all the time. that was just a small part.
and why would I call you names? you are right it didn't last
it can be painful to revist those things ya.. did u have plans to meet her at least or was that just a fanciful idea? was she going to travel to you or you to her
I was planning to visit her, we did talk about this a couple of times
what was your plans to visit? did you have things you wanted to do other than just go to her house? wander around or see a show or something?
Wow, your love was weak after all. Barely made it a week.
retard when I started making these threads I had already been waiting for a month and a half