30+ brobots

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living at moms house. savings are waning. wasting away until I'm forced to wageslave again. I've been cleaning the place up a little. I hope I leave it nice when I go.

there's no fucking way i don't get cancer in die within 5 years
this is all so surreal

and die* typo

how are we coping today?

YOUR COPING

35 KHV

working from home

bought a house last year, living alone with two cats

decided this year to convert and I'm currently reading the bible

Its a tough read and I wish I'd just skip to the NT but I want to read the whole thing form start to finish

stopped smoking in october last year

started changing my diet and counting calories with every meal for roughly a month now

no alcohol for two month now

haven't fapped in two weeks

we will see how it goes

It seems that I cant relax without alcohol. I guess that's over.

how are we coping today? how are things?

Another day of NEETdom and inceldom. The widow who claimed she wanted to fuck never got back to me about arranging a meet. That's the third ghosted potential fuck in two months; still zero unpaid fucks at 38.7yo. Fuck, I want to die.
Downed an extra two beers on top of my usual daily two. I'll be carting out a large bag of my empty cans after I wake up at 4am tomorrow, so no-one sees me. Hopefully the savages down the corridor haven't shit up the disposal or the stairwell again; I finally complained about those cunts over leaving hair clippings on top of the disposal, instead of fucking getting rid of them properly. They also routinely dump shit to the top of the stairwell and now are blocking the corridor outside their home with crap. Then there's the other savages downstairs who love playing loud music and get away with it, despite my 50+ reports on the cocksuckers.
The delivery app I use fucked me over on a refund (a wrong order was sent to me - McD's mixed them up) and I've protested it; now preparing to delete my account if they refuse again. Though it's a good financial decision to quit it, I feel bad there's no cheap alternative.
One of my two remaining friends has taken me up on an idea to do a 28 mile river walk, in separate stages. Been like a decade since we did anything like that regularly. Though he's now very busy with family and work, I do wonder when and how he'll have the time to do the first stage.

My first job is today. An end of many years NEETdom. It feels like a huge event. I was pretty excited but now I'm nervous.

It's package sorting. How bad could it be?

I'm a virgin because I never tried getting laid. Never tried gaining the interest of a woman, never tried dating apps, never tried.

All out of fear, out of being a pussy. I'm not even ugly, just a complete fucking mental weakling

For anyone ITT, what sort of gf/wife (if you want one) would you be satisfied with? Describe your standards.

Describe your standards.

its pointless. not going to happen

They're just very unrealistic because after so many years I've become comfy with my singledom and I've started to prefer it. At this point, if a woman wants to enter my life, she has to bring a clear improvement to it, without requiring me to do much of an effort. She has to have the same goals and opinions as me and look very good.
I have money, I have hobbies, I have peace, I have a good relationship with my parents and friends and I'm healthy. My life is good enough as it is and that's why I think this way. I also never want kids, so there's nothing rushing me into finding a woman. She's either going to appear in my life, or she's not and I'm fine both ways.
I also hate it when there's talk about someone lowering their standards because this stuff isn't something you can change through willpower. I like what I like and if I try to force myself to like something I don't like, I'm just going to eventually end up frustrated.

Taking big shits and working construction
Not my dream life

i just want to date my first wife again but as someone else. i need to ship up bad too because my daughter needs a role model.

maybe I need some milf/gilf pussy to rawdog repeatedly and nut in, maybe that would improve my mental state
maybe I should have taken a milf/gilf as a room mate so I could have pounded her out daily... maybe

in debt, living in my folks house with a crippling drug addiction. shits aight. gonna shitpost on Anon Babble allllll day and post shitloads of cropped gay porn on the blueboards and act naive and clueless about it

But theoretically: if an imperfect, yet attractive woman was thrust into your life, could you confidently say you'd be able to resist becoming involved with her and disrupting that peace? It might be difficult, those involuntary emotions can run strong after all. I suppose that's why I've heard people call love a tragedy.

first time posting in the 30+ thread, I'm about to shoot myself in the fucking face lmfao

I quit my job two weeks ago. I was really fed up with the work, customer service, and a couple tenured coworkers who didn't like me. i feel like it was the correct move.
however, i have spent the last two weeks basically doing nothing. at first i played games and cleaned my apt. i also smoked too much weed. now i'm just... empty. i have almost no desire to play the games i have all the time in the world to play. i know i have to get another job soon so that gives me anxiety. i doubt it will pay enough starting to make bills, so i'll have to move again.
39 and it's never been more over.

This is just a lull bro. From a guy who's worked a lot of shitty unhappy jobs, when you make the decision to leave, it is ALWAYS the right decision. You took charge of your life and left a situation you were unhappy with. Now it's just time to start a new chapter. You got this.

Good for you, anon. Keep it up. Clean and simple living is where it's at.

Not too good honestly. I've been incredibly depressed lately. Haven't been this deeply depressed since my early 20's. Don't know why. I've even started to listen to music again that I used too. Started smoking weed again, and it helps sometimes, but it's not enough. I want to talk to someone, but the only person I feel comfortable talking to died a few years ago.

I also smoke weed bro. I have been smoking nonstop for almost 4 years. And that's because I had no reason to stop; I've technically been getting high for the bulk of the last 20 years. Anytime I'm not working basically.
I think we both need to quit and get outside and touch grass. as uncomfortable as that may be. if only i could find someone who wasn't unbearable.

37 reporting in. i went to the Y today worked out. tonight i'm going indoor rock climbing.

being in a wheelchair is a life changing. i got into a car accident 12 years now.

worked out

I have been doing that a lot too.

Im 40 and mentally illl and live with my boomer parents with no income

all I got going for me is about a half a million crypto portfolio that Ive slowly accumulated over the last 15 years

I am happy I have at least something but realistically its not some astronomical life changing sum

also I have trouble coping with the fact that Ill never get married but thankfully Im not a virgin I had a string of girlfriends in my 20s

anyway sorry for the ramble

40. I made focaccia today. Ate the whole thing. It was bretty gud.

day started out ok because I got a really chill stay at home day for work

then I argued with my much younger gf because she wants to dress like an anime loli every time we leave the house

33 and my life right now revolves around waiting for someone from my gaming community to message me so i can finally gain a 1-1 friendship, or even, please god allow it, a relationship. i post things i like, i try to make the best impression i can on everyone, i think people like me but they all have their relationships and lives... there's only one person who not only claims to be a lesbian but also hinted at some point she might have a partner, this is the worst part is that i can't shake the feeling that there is a connection, like the faintest hope, and i'm walking toward a cliff and it will be brutal once i realise once and for all i was never going to find relief in this community. at this point i've stopped being lively toward people due to serious depression and stress, and like a sick egotistical fuck i hope that this will cause someone, anyone, to just ask me if i'm ok. did I mention i'm 33 and not 19? this is genuinely pathetic yet here i am.

wow, yeah, you truly are pathetic

I'm barely coping and everything is shit. I'm just hoping things are about to pan out to moving out on my own this week if I can beat out all of the other fuckwads trying to move into all of these apartments around here. I fucking hate my life. I have the money but haven't been able to find a place to live and been back at home after losing my job two years ago. I bounced back after 3 months but have been trying for 21 months straight on moving into somewhere and just can't! It's bullshit.

32, my stomach has started swelling and I get daily nosebleeds now. It turns out 12 years of daily drinking is about what a liver can handle
Reminder to the bros to take a week or 2 break every so often
Did you see any benefits from not drinking in the 2 months you stopped?

bro...samson?

Nope, sorry bro, sounds like you should check in on that guy tho
Should clarify this is 12 years of 4-6 440ml beers a day so if you only have 1 or 2 and take some days off, you probably don't have as much to worry about

then I argued with my much younger gf because she wants to dress like an anime loli every time we leave the house

i'll take her off your hands bro