The simple fact is, I'm a failed male

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The simple fact is, I'm a failed male

The simple fact is, I'm a failed male.

I'm not dominant, I'm not competitive, I have never felt "manly". I'm much more comfortable being submissive and following a real man. I've always preferred the company of men, and even though I thought I was straight I eventually realised I was just in love with the idea of a typical romance. I've already sucked cock, I've already had a man cum in my ass, I liked it, I want to do it again. I know I'm a freak, I know I'll always be an outcast, I don't care. I'm doing what makes me happy.

I want to bareback you so bad :3

crona we all know you're just a little bottom as well

I've already sucked cock, I've already had a man cum in my ass

Describe in detail how this made you feel before, during and after the acts.

I'm not dominant, I'm not competitive, I have never felt "manly".

This is me.

I've always preferred the company of men, and even though I thought I was straight I eventually realised I was just in love with the idea of a typical romance. I've already sucked cock, I've already had a man cum in my ass, I liked it, I want to do it again.

This is not me, I'm a zero on the Kinsey scale.

I know I'm a freak, I know I'll always be an outcast, I don't care. I'm doing what makes me happy.

This is also me. I hope I find a woman who's into a very smart but "feminine" guy and wants a family, but until then there's always my hand and hentai.

Not him but I've sucked and bottomed for at least 4 different black men and everytime i do i feel an exploding warmth of BBC meat in my holes that make me feel so full

before

I wasn't really nervous, we'd spent 2 weeks talking so I felt like I already knew him when we met for the first time in-person and I had his cock in my mouth within an hour. We did anal the same day too. I had a mindset of "well let's just play it by ear and see where things go", I didn't want to get my hopes up but I was excited about it.

during

Cocks are surprisingly heavy and rigid, I was expecting something a bit more squishy I guess but it's like a flesh rod. Once I got over my intial clumsiness and got into it it was really hot. I was leaking precum onto the sheets the whole time I was sucking him off. And when he came I swallowed it and licked his head clean. Then he had a rest for a while and he wanted to fuck me. It was slow going at first because you have to really concentrate on relaxing your asshole and even then it was a bit painful going in. But he just let his cock sit there in my ass for a while and I eventually relaxed enough to where he could start fucking me for real. He came in my ass after like 3 minutes. Once we were fully into it I really felt horny and he had to tell me to stop pushing back against his cock lol, ruining his rhythm I guess. I felt so submissive, my back arched, my legs spread wide, all I could hear was *PLAP* *PLAP* *PLAP* and then he squeezed my ass cheeks so hard it hurt while he came.

after

I felt desired for the first time in my life. It just felt right. It felt like I finally found out who I am.

At least you know your place sissy.
You're a total bottom and you know it. We can frot but after that I'm fucking that ass of yours.

Thank you for the detailed response, it's more than I hoped for.
Did you have any negative feelings at any point? Shame? Regret?

But he just let his cock sit there in my ass for a while

How does this feel btw? Does cock feel hot (as in warm) when it's inside?

Once we were fully into it I really felt horny and he had to tell me to stop pushing back against his cock lol, ruining his rhythm I guess. I felt so submissive, my back arched, my legs spread wide, all I could hear was *PLAP* *PLAP* *PLAP*

Holy shit that's so hot. I'd have let you push back against me as much as you wanted.

Did you have any negative feelings at any point? Shame? Regret?

Nope, none. I know a lot of guys struggle with that but I didn't at all. It just felt natural to me.

How does this feel btw?

It's a pleasant feeling of sort've general "fullness" like said.

The thing you need to know is once he's all the way inside you, it's a completely different sensation than when he's entering. You can sort of "feel" his cock on your asshole like a sense of touch, but when he went balls deep it was just that feeling of fullness in a good way. If it was hot it wasn't especially warm enough for me to notice, but you can definitely feel the pulsating when he's cumming.

Why are these femboy trannies so much more receptive to the average penis than the literal sex thats supposed to be fucked by penis?

Im disgusted at white women being blacked but seeing white girly boys get blacked makes me diamonds, what the fuck is wrong with me?

same but i'm not cute and never can be so i just skip straight to the despair and loneliness you're only supposed to feel in your twilight years

I know a lot of guys struggle with that but I didn't at all

Yeah nevermind my insecure closeted self kek.
Thanks for sharing anyway. Makes me want to be a little braver and try it myself.

I'm not a 10/10 either, but no matter what you look like there's gonna be guys who wanna fuck you. You should do the best you can with what you have, if it makes you happy. You don't have to compete with women, you just have to be sexy enough for a horny man to say "fuck it".

Go on any porn website, literal goblins get laid.

Good luck, just follow your heart and you'll be ok. It's definitely worth trying at least once.

You don't have to compete with women, you just have to be sexy enough for a horny man to say "fuck it".

Literally my thoughts on it. With enough drinks in me and if I were horny enough, I'd get a bj from a guy who was willing or fuck him if he was up for it.

yeah, agreed, i'm not gay but the likely hood of having a woman come and approach you is quite literally 0 in 10 and coping with that sucks, i really hate all my male tendencies and i have gender dysphoria

i wish technology was there so i could transition but as it is now it's just a joke and you're being farmed for money by pharma

Possible repressed curious thoughts. I'm not girly though just a masc bi dude that bottoms for clean bbc

This is me, I'm wondering if it'd be better to be a positive being that gives men love (I fucking love men) or cuck a woman with her husband and be a homewrecker.

Making a man cheat on his wife just because your bussy is that good...

I'm only a bottom for guys who look like this. If you're smaller and weaker than me, I am the top

so you're saying we wrestle for position?
very well, i accept.

t. 6'5 and trained

6'6 boxer

Looks like you're the bottom.
Which hole are you taking?

Wow, though I find the idea of submission hot myself, you sound like a massive gay, I feel sorry for your dad.

Which hole are you taking?

whoever has less girth can take the mouth i guess, that way they don't gag so much.

He has 5 other sons married/dating girls, don't worry.

One gay son is enough to commit suicide

that way they don't gag so much.

What if he's into that?

Remember, they don't do it because they don't want to. They'll only be interested in you because of what they stand to gain materially from it. If a guy is cute women will ask him out, happened to a lot of hunky guys I've known. If it doesn't happen to you, the question is how much and how you'll be paying for it. I prefer to keep my money and my time. I don't wish I was gay tho, shit's nasty and there's a revolting promiscuity culture around it.

I'm an intersex freak(not XXY like a lot of anons) and I still consider myself male

more than that, she's so shit of a wife he cheated with a man.
I am a failed male, not even a woman yet I outperformed her at just that

What if he's into that?

just fuck his face a little harder. it shouldn't be too difficult anyway when we're going back and forth with the strokes like a newton's cradle.

Put me in a headlock, hun
'6 boxer
That's actually hot as fuck. Do you have knockout videos? youtu.be/77_olaKKPzk?si=MR8ZYyIbKipsjrBm

Op can you take my virginity im a shy blackcel :c

knockout videos

wow, you're an actual freak. would rape though.

I also get off to homicide

Every single interaction I've had with you has led to worse and worse information about your interests being revealed to me.

On the bright side, it's only uphill from here

I think women like to save face. They pretend that women hate sex, cant orgasm, etc. Of course none of that is true though since they have more sex than straight men do by a country mile.