/cut/ - Cutters General #498

Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

It's caturday :3
hope you're all having a nyaice one ^^

How are you doing today?

Any plans for today?

When was the last time you hurt yourself?

Why did you hurt yourself?

Is there anything bothering you right now?

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Here's a bunch of helpful links:

a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):

imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

a first aid post cuting:

lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

a wound care guide:

docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

a bpd workbook:

d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)

annas-archive.org/md5/e678a1e6375e512f483a04e8291c9183

a dbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)

workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
pdfdrive.com/the-dialectical-behavior-therapy-skills-workbook

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

First in: I think that this general is one of the few generals that actually make a positive difference in people's lives.

How are you doing today?

alright

Any plans for today?

watch tv

When was the last time you hurt yourself?

a month or two ago

Why did you hurt yourself?

see blood + drink blood

Is there anything bothering you right now?

everything

How are you doing today?

A lot better, but still lazy

Any plans for today?

I got a haircut.
I finally ate something.
I have to finish homework now.

Is there anything bothering you right now?

I have a concert I'm going to and I want to try interacting with girls there. I'm afraid I'm going to hype myself up for nothing again, but also I won't do try anything if i don't hype myself up if that makes sense.
Hi skullman

watch tv

whatcha watching?

everything

What's the five biggest things on your mind?

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that's nice of you
thanks :>
How's your day going btw?

Hello

alright

that's good
hopefully it stays that way

watch tv

hope you find something interesting to watch
I've been struggling with that recently

month or two ago

so you haven't hurt yourself in quite some time
good work :]

everything

life's annoying
at least you can distract yourself for a while

Hey cynic ^^

lot better

good
rest well this weekend and hopefully you get back to full health soon fren

got a haircut

nice
are you happy with it?

ate something.

what was it?

finish homework

yuck

hype myself up for nothing again

could you maybe hype yourself up for the social interaction but not really expect anything more?

How are you doing today?

Doing alright, could be better; could be worse.

Any plans for today?

Play Civ 5, go to confession today, and study for exam Monday.

When was the last time you hurt yourself?

6 months ago

Why did you hurt yourself?

Had the urge, driven by sense of uselessness

Is there anything bothering you right now?

Uni, devoutness, exam I took on Friday. I must confess that if I do bad on this exam from Friday I am probably going to be cutting again; I have bombed every other exam for that class as well.

How are you doing today?

I've been doing awful today. Felt nauseous since yesterday and my stomach feels weird. I've also had some anxiety issues as well.

Any plans for today?

Surviving

Is there anything bothering you right now?

Yes. Anxiety.

femboyskullman

femboy

Oh my. My day just got better. Are you really a femboy? What do you like? What are you wearing right now? Will you marry me?

Had some pizza today and was really good. I don't have it often, but when I do, really does hit the spot. Gonna do some yard work to prep for the gardening I want to do. Very nice out today so will be fun

happy caturday cat, how's it going?

hey cynic

I have to finish homework now.

good luck

I want to try interacting with girls there.

and good luck with that too. Have to care enough to try without caring if it leads nowhere. Just try to enjoy yourself no matter what is always a good base approach.

hope exam didn't go as bad as you thought. Just try to keep an open mind till results come in

hope you feel better

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how do I stop sexualizing your self harm because I really want to keep a deranged femboy or femoid chained in my house

Had some pizza today and it was really good.

Good, I had some little caesers last night myself. I should probably model you though and eat less of it.

hope exam didn't go as bad as you thought.

Yeah we will see I guess, thank you for the optimism. I will admit I did post that as more of a confession that it is probably going to happen.

Idk, seek Christ probably, I sometimes have problems with sexualization of cutting too.

hi cat

rest well this weekend and hopefully you get back to full health soon fren

I work tomorrow. I might call out or go home early if I feel like it.

are you happy with it?

not over heating at least. It was a long time coming.

what was it?

some whey and chicken.

could you maybe hype yourself up for the social interaction but not really expect anything more?

Honestly, all i'm really aiming for is social interaction. I just wanna practice some interaction without getting in trouble. i don't know what it takes to do that anymore.
hi officeanon

Just try to enjoy yourself no matter what is always a good base approach.

I think I will. I've seen the artist here before and people did some crazy shit. Hopefully she does more at the venue this time around. There's a bunch of stage props she normally has that were missing from last time for some reason.
hi anon

Surviving

well sometimes that's good enough.
hi cartglide

Play Civ 5, go to confession today, and study for exam Monday.

sounds productive. civ always distroies that for me, hopefully you fair better.

I must confess that if I do bad on this exam from Friday I am probably going to be cutting again

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope things go well for you but remember, exams are not the end of the world.

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I'm doing a test run for dinner rolls. I'm tasked with the soup and bread for Maunday Thursday, last supper cosplay, for my church. It's a big chance for me to demonstrate my skills as a cook and as a human. Thanks for asking!

I should probably model you though and eat less of it.

I'm absurdly healthy and strict most of the week, but today is my cheat day. Still don't eat pizza all that often, but makes it so much better when I do.

more of a confession that it is probably going to happen.

even so, still don't know. I'm past school for a while now, but remember a lot of times I always assumed I failed but did okay.
Regardless, it may be hard to go easy on yourself, but harming yourself won't improve the situation. Better to try to stay calm and work on improving that if possible

some whey and chicken.

my entire diet the other 6 days of the week

i don't know what it takes to do that anymore.

really not a lot of good places to just talk to people sadly

I think I will.

All that matters. Honestly don't do that great those types environments. Loud music and crowds, just not for me

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hi catbro! happy caturday!

hope you're all having a nyaice one ^^

i had a nice day, but it was very exhausting, so i'll be a bit less active tonight, i think. how's yours?

hey, cynic! glad to hear you're doing better.

hello officeanon! what pizza did you get?

Gonna do some yard work to prep for the gardening I want to do. Very nice out today so will be fun

enjoy the nice weather, but don't overdo it with the gardening. it's one of those things that can lead to some annoying injuries when you're not careful. :<

and hello to everybody else here today! :> hope you are all doing well.

Hi

exam Monday.

best of luck
exams suck!

6 months ago

that's a long time ago
good job

probably going to be cutting again;

that would suck but can't blame you
again, bestest of luck anon

Hello

been doing awful today. Felt nauseous

that's bad
why are you nauseous?
at least you don't have to work today right?

Eyo

pizza

ooaa pizaa!

some yard work

have fun!
is the weather nice over there?

how's it going?

just a chill day, I did some uni stuff but not much more other than that

you shouldn't do that anon

very cute pos

work tomorrow

ow :<
maybe it's best to not go

was a long time coming

when was the last one you had before that one?

whey

what's that?

just wanna practice

I hope it toes well then
that stuff's annoying
personally I don't bother with it often

a big chance for me to demonstrate my skills as a cook

wow
I'd wish you best of luck but I'm sure you'll do great even without it :D
you really like cooking huh?

Thanks for asking!

no probs

Hellooo

exhausting

were you on a hike?
then make sure to rest super well and maybe don't do anything tomorrow :>

bit less active tonight

that's okay it's pretty lively anyway so take it easy

how's yours?

not much
I did some uni stuff not much other than that, just chilling
should start working on my like uni graduation project, they want a working prototype by next month :/

I'm absurdly healthy and strict most of the week, but today is my cheat day.

Nice, I need to start going to the gym more; especially because it is included in my tuition lol.

Hey, how does it go yourself?

best of luck exams suck!

Thanks, I shouldn't be bombing it as my other one; but I definitely should study. I also like your cat image, I forgor it is caturday I will add a cat to this post. :3

very cute pos

Thankyou, I pick them at random

maybe it's best to not go

Maybe, but I'm probably going to spend the workday outside in the sun and wind. As long as I can stay awake like today, I'll be fine.

what's that?

Whey protien is a standard protien mix.
My stomach was still settling and it hit harder than I thought it would desu.

when was the last one you had before that one?

idk, a month or two.

that stuff's annoying

it is but I need to try again.
hi yu

it was very exhausting,

I hope you get some rest

Loud music and crowds, just not for me

I just wanna fight someone in a mosh pit.

my entire diet the other 6 days of the week

It's legit painful to restrict carbs this much some days. It's been so limiting but man does it bring fat down fast.

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were you on a hike?

yup. working out plus my usual hike carrying some kettlebells.

then make sure to rest super well and maybe don't do anything tomorrow :>

that's a good plan. maybe i'll go for another walk, but no weights this time. ^^

that's okay it's pretty lively anyway so take it easy

don't mind if i do. :>

I did some uni stuff not much other than that, just chilling

that's ok, i think. it quite late anyway. maybe start on that project tomorrow? if you already know what it's going to be, of course.

hey cartglide!

how does it go yourself?

pretty good, just a bit drained from working out and playing a tabletop wargame with my friends. now i'm just chilling until it's time for bed. what about you?

I hope you get some rest

on it ;D

It's legit painful to restrict carbs this much some days. It's been so limiting but man does it bring fat down fast.

yeah, i'm trying to go low carb again myself. usually feel way better when i do, but it can be hard to get enough fat in so you don't feel hungry all the time. how's it going for you?

why are you nauseous?

I don't know. I feel hot all the time as well.

at least you don't have to work today right

Yeah. It's just so painful right now. I think I have an ulcer

but I definitely should study

that's for sure
you have any more exams to deal with after that one?

also like your cat image

ty :3

I will add a cat to this post. :3

oo thank you!
very cute kitty ^^

pick them at random

you can pick at random and the images are still great shows how cute pussums are

outside in the sun and wind.

if it's cold it might make you more sick :<

hit harder than I thought it would desu.

what kind of effects does it have?

but I need to try again

yeah :/

carrying some kettlebells

uff
but good job getting it done

maybe i'll go for another walk,

okay but don't overdo it

start on that project tomorrow?

maybe, I know what it's going to be back idk, thinking about that stuff and this major makes me miserable

hot all the time as well

maybe it's a fever?

have an ulcer

you should visit a doctor some time

maybe it's a fever?

No I don't think it is. I'm just so exhausted. I can hardly even stand.

you should visit a doctor some time

I will. My blood work is probably terrible.

Finally, a thread for the useless foreskinlets to satay away from real humans

ditto on dat one

i think catbro is right. you should get yourself checked as soon as possible. definitely tell them about your drinking habits, too. maybe it's connected.

uff but good job getting it done

heh. thanks. it's rough, but also a lot of fun, especially with some friends who are also suffering. :>

okay but don't overdo it

definitely not. just going for a little walk. no working out. pinky promise.

I know what it's going to be back idk, thinking about that stuff and this major makes me miserable

i feel you, but just being able to say that you did it will open some doors to you down the road. doesn't even have to be in the field you studied. some people just like to see that you did. and i'm sure as soon as you sit down and start to work on it, it won't be as bad as you thought it would be. and if it is, you can still try again another day. no pressure.

how's it going for you?

honestly, it was ok the past few weeks, but I really fell off this week. The plan I'm using gets more restrictive as time goes on and it's hard to follow.

what kind of effects does it have?

it just turned my stomach a little this morning. Most days it's just a supplement.

if it's cold it might make you more sick :<

maybe, but the alternative is to be in water.

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i think catbro is right. you should get yourself checked as soon as possible.

I will. I really can't stand the nausea. Its killing me. It's fucking awful because it never goes away and it feels like I've been punched in the stomach.

definitely tell them about your drinking habits, too. maybe it's connected.

It very well could be. Probably an ulcer caused by drinking and stress.

The plan I'm using gets more restrictive as time goes on and it's hard to follow.

no shame to take a step or two back when it's getting too bad and proceed with the plan when you're a bit more stable. like, i'm willing to cut myself some slack while i'm also removing other addictive substances from my diet. ^^ which plan is it, when you don't mind me asking.

I will.

glad to hear that. hopefully they'll be able to tell you what's wrong. that can be worth a lot in it's own.

I really can't stand the nausea. Its killing me. It's fucking awful because it never goes away and it feels like I've been punched in the stomach.

you're really dealing with a lot there. i'm rooting for you, though. i know you'll get better. (*^*)9

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The dinner rolls came out nearly perfect, I under salted but salted butter corrects it nicely. Now I just need to have 4 dozen ready for Thursday, a simple task of multiplication. I wish everyone of you could have a sample!

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can hardly even stand.

maybe it's ambulance time?

but also a lot of fun

that's great :]
without that you'd probably hate it

no working out. pinky promise.

okay

doors to you down the road. doesn't even have to be in the field you

eh desu I don't even wanna think about it
I'll start working on it probably tomorrow though or at least starting to start working
let's talk about something else, you gaot anything you wanna talk about
like idk, minecraft movie?

turned my stomach a little this morning

oof

be in water

that's even worse D:
why?

nice work :D

simple task of multiplication

just some dinner roll mitosis

wish everyone of you could have a sample!

I could use on rn

cute :3

I love cutting myself for my girlfriend

why

Probably the reason I got sick desu

which plan is it, when you don't mind me asking.

I started using the app macrofactor this year and let it build a program. It's a paid service I got on discount. I'll probably stop using it after this year.

I'm finished a few school projects, so I'm going to go for a walk now and get some fresh air.

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looking great! :0 i could go for some right now...

always a highlight of my day. :>

without that you'd probably hate it

without them i usually go an even longer route, but you're not wrong. it's way harder to motivate myself when i'm alone.

let's talk about something else

sure. sorry for bothering you about it. look at this instead:

m.youtube.com/shorts/jXPhjeEjFrY

you gaot anything you wanna talk about like idk, minecraft movie?

i'll start watch a review on that in bed later. i have not the slightest clue why they decided to go with jack black in that movie. or why they decided on how to do anything in that movie the way they did it. what about you? have you seen it?

I started using the app macrofactor this year and let it build a program. It's a paid service I got on discount.

if you got a discount, why not give it a go? definitely tell how it works for you.

I'll probably stop using it after this year.

you should have gotten the knowledge you need out of it at that point.

I'm going to go for a walk now and get some fresh air.

good idea. see you later!

what were you doing in water?

going to go for a walk now and get some fresh air.

c ya :3

way harder to motivate myself

everything's nicer with friends

look at this instead:

hehe reminds me of this vid :3

what about you? have you seen it?

I didn't follow it closely but when the trailer came out everyone complained only to rush to the cinema the moment that movie came out
I feel like it what intentionally advertised in such a way to make people angry and they all just ate it up and the movie will make a lot of money, just like people complain about cheap live action remakes but those movies then make a lot in revenue because people can't help themselves but pay to watch the bad movie

I'll probably watch it but I'll pirate it obviously
it's already available on the website I liked you some time ago

hehe.. hehe.... more like cuturday

you silly jokester

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everything's nicer with friends

true. even if it's just lifting heavy stuff.

reminds me of this vid :3

that's cute. i'll be watching that way longer than i care to admit. (^-^)

everyone complained only to rush to the cinema the moment that movie came out

not that theres anything else to watch. at least i haven't heard about anything. funniest thing i've seen im a while is the new naked gun movie actually casting liam neeson as frank drebin. i always confused him and leslie nielson for some reason and i think it was the same for a lot of people, so them actually casting him in the role made me laugh. probably the best joke in the movie already. sorry for going on that tangent. i don't really care about the minecraft movie enough to feel any particular way about it.

I feel like it what intentionally advertised in such a way to make people angry

maybe. not sure the actually put that much thought into it. i'd guess they wanted to make something that appeals to everyone, creating something that does not appeals to anyone in the process? it might still be inoffensive enough that people just say: eh, better than nothing... i don't know. it makes no sense to me either way.

people can't help themselves but pay to watch the bad movie

it's hard for me to understand that mindset. i can go for some "so bad it's good" movies, but those movies are like that because someone tried their best but was just too inept or they hadn't have enough money to create their vision. at least they *tried*. and i can't see that in projects anymore. nobody cares. nor the people who make it, neither the ones who watch.

I'll probably watch it but I'll pirate it obviously it's already available on the website I liked you some time ago

you can tell me what you thought of it, then. i'll trust your opinion. ^^

what were you doing in water?

I work in a waterpark

good idea. see you later!

it was. My dog loved it and he got to swim in park's creek.
Nice work, they look amazing.
nice seal man
Now the youtube homepage showed me the rare Americans movie and I need to convince myself to close it.

I didn't get through my list today, but I'm gonna get ready for bed.

watching that way longer than i care to admit. (^-^)

me too hahah

sorry for bothering you

also don't apologize It's me who brought this topic up after all

don't really care about the minecraft movie enough to feel any particular way about it.

understandable
I didn't know there was a new naked gun I might watch it
I'm a little too tired to reply to the rest sorry
hope you have a good night

work in a waterpark

pfft of course
sorry, I'm a little dumb

My dog loved it

aww I'm you you had a good time ^^

gonna get ready for bed.

goodnight friend

I'll be sleeping as well
goodnite all

Sorry for the long delay reply, went to confession and spent some time at an event with my friends from my universities' Newman Center. My day has been alright, probably need to actually start doing some stuff before the night drags on too much lol. Feeling a decent bit better after confession; the priest gave me a good bit of advice I think I will try and use.
Night guys. (Also another cat for you :3)