warm mornings and cold nights edition
/r9gay/ - #2526
I wish my morning was filled with a warm loveing cute hug from my fbf.
I feel bad for my fbf because I sweat so much when I sleep in the summer, if he was cuddling me at night we'd basically have to change our sheets every other day and he'd have to shower every morning cause I'd be so sticky :(
Yestereday I met the fucking sexiest guy ever seen in my life, I don't know if god wanted to test me but he was EXACTLY like my type physically, like he came literally to life from my mind, not joking.
Tried to take a closer glance to his body without him noticing, was I creepy? Is that a creepy thing to do? Didn't really get to do it because I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable or see me and then his gf probably noticed me and got in the way kek. I was so horny, but too afraid to talk to a guy, expecially one full of people around him...
Meow where husbie meow
God loves to torment his children
He was punishing you for wanting to be loved
for wanting to fuck
ftfy anon kek god he was the hottest thing, not like those cookie cutter models you see on IG, he was hot in his own way, still horny af while writing
but I'd also want for a guy like that to be madly in love with me :( unfortunately personality matters and I don't think those kind of bodies come with the personality I like
I'm happy I saw him anyway, now I can picture my fantasy better
Im going to draw guys more often so that when I get my fbf im able to draw him really well
want to share some art anon?
Artists deserve to suffer for being able to do cool shit I can't do >:(
Meow I should draw more again I've barely touched my drawing tablet in over a year
there's AI
Every time I pick up my drawing tablet it makes me want to kms
How do I speed up my dating history and kiss and cuddle my fbf right very now?
Ive only been doing sketchbook shit this month but heres an old pic of a cute guy
Artists do suffer, theyre just autistic enough to keep trying regardless
what do you mean exactly by this shit? how does that work? what would be the advantage of these abilities
God I'll fucking kill you for being able to do this
Also thinking I should grow out my hair
Well it looks like I have survived the rain but the water is still coming in the basement and needs cleared every hour or so roughly. At least I was able to get about 4 hours of sleep broken down between getting up to turn the pump on.
I will be so glad when everything dries up.
tfw no bf to topsplain simple concepts to me
im thinkin burger
At least I haven't gotten food out since Thursday, before I would have ate out every day as a form of comfort food.
I cannot fucking believe how juicy this burger was
There was an entire gallon of burger juice in this fucking thing it was falling apart by the time I was done
asked a close friend to be my bf, he pretty much gave me a soft no. I want to give him my life, but he doesn't want it, does that mean I've wasted it? guess I gotta go back to rotting.
I'm sorry anon...I know the feel. My no was less soft, mostly because I wasn't out of the closet
tfw no bf to rub your face with his soft hands
I'm sorry that happened to you, I guess things could've gone worse, I feel like everything is falling apart around me.
the person you love isn't into you...that's normal, happened to most of us. Your heart is aching like crazy and you feel heavy, but eventually, you'll heal, I promise. Stop pursuing him anon, expecially if he's straight, I know it's easier said than done, I've been there. If seeing him hurts you that much, go away from him for some time. The closer you are, the worst you'll feel
maybe heartbroken anons should date each other instead?
How are we supposed to find eachother?
There's a lot more anons suggesting dating other anons lately, it feels like some sinister government plot.
I know this isn't how love works but I wish there was a way to train your way into someone's heart the way you can train a muscle, it sucks that if someone's just not into you there's nothing you can do about it.
ask him out and dine together
I'll try, but I can't stop crying :(
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Snow walk not too bad fingers cold tho. Went to the gym just to get my membership which went well but didn't train. Back pain and right calf feels weird. How nice
Holy fuck that's goodm actual talent iny gay retard general??? No way
But was it tasty?
So you don't know how it feels, you humblebragging shitstain
Just stay friends? Or does that hurt too much....
I mean that the person was kinda put off by understanding I was gay for him, and also other stuff since that bond ended pretty badly
Same here to be honest. It is frustrating we can't "control" the way a person feels about us, it's always so random, you could do everything right and still fuck up. Movies distorted our perception of reality. I want some guys to really love me fuck it
we're here anon, I mean not at every time of the day, but we are, and we've been there as well. If you don't see this guy like anything else but your boyfriend, take some time away from him. Eventually, you'll forget
What a fucking idiot. On the other hand, maybe he needed more time to understand that you didn't want to offend him, just push him deep into a pillow
thank you both, whenever I think about getting away I feel like crying, a lot of people have left him so I feel like I'm betraying him by leaving too. Maybe it's better for both of us, he may not want me but maybe without me he'll tie down someone he does.
sheesh I just remembered he did make me his bf for a while then just one day broke things off, I felt the same way then that I do now, I can't keep doing this.
sheesh I just remembered he did make me his bf for a while then just one day broke things off
????
about a year ago he asked me to be his bf and I said yes, less than a month later he tore my heart out and said "it's not you it's me" but we stayed friends.
Drew something for the first time in a long while it's bad but wanted to share anyway
Messy hair and stubble is always the best, this guy is cute.
I wish my hair could look like this all the time but every time I wash it it collapses in on itself and becomes a bowl cut
I like your signature too, btw. My name also starts with a B :3
Mine doesn't but I'm not about to explain my signature yawn
Fucking shit I took a cold shower to shock myself awake after work so I wouldn't be tired but I'm ready to pass out the moment I sit down.
I blame Jesus for this. I know he's at fault somehow.
a lot of people have left him so I feel like I'm betraying him by leaving too
this is tempting and very relatable as well, but
so he does like men...I don't know this person, maybe he's in a bad place but anon, put yourself first because you can't end in a worst place for someone that won't accept your heart, it's not out of spite, just logic
I still can't even take a shower and it's been close to two weeks now. I'm afraid to run soap and shampoo through the pump because I don't want to gum it up.
still thinking about that hottie...man I wish I could've took a picture of him, even just behind (he was hot as fuck there as well). Desperately trying to see if I can found his IG but alas...
I wish I had a stalker fbf like this one above
I'm sad and tired and old why isn't anyone coming to save me waa
unfortunately I never commit to it because my common sense stop me from actually doing it...irl. Also, everyone's got a camera to film me being a creep for the world to know, I'd rather that not happening
B stands for biggest whore
I hope it does you perverted creep
I'm a shy virgin and will probably never have sex yawnmeow
I'm more tired and older and I wanna die clearly I deserve to be saved more
Nobody deserves anything you just take what you get waa where husbie
Oh yeah? Well yeah but I still deserve it more. Checkmate
Who cares waa I:m sad
tfw no literally Mizrak bf
No I think I deserve a bf who will let me hold him tender and vice versa.
You don't. No amounr of deserving will give you a bf
I lost a ton of weight but now I'm just skinnyfat because I can't work up the motivation to go to the gym
I wish I could lose weight, even being skinnyfat would better than flabbyfat. That said having to go up and down the stairs so many times maybe made lose a few pounds.
Perfect for a dom top
I took a shower but was too tired to wash my hair, which is now messy as it's been few days since I washed it. However, this means tomorrow I can run and wash it after that so I don't end up washing it two days in a row.
when you're homeless it's easy to lose weight