The delivery guy who brought me some packages just absolutely humiliated and destroyed me. He didnt want to take a package I needed to send with him and said I have to "ask him nicely" while I was on my knee picking said package up. I did it because my trauma response is fawnin and I was basically begging him on my knees to do his job.
Fucking hell. I will never make it. I cant stand up for myself I need to do someting idk but might just kill myself over it. Im crying.
DHL violence
Based DHL man.
Ok i cut myself a little and now feel better
Where you need to cut yourself from now on is directly on your asshole.
Nah im a smart biy u cut my chest so it looks cool
You could have just sucked his dick a little bit. You ungrateful piece of shit do you have any idea how hard delivering stuff is?
Cut your wrists so you can never come back. Getting btfo'd by the delivery man. Hilarious. You aren't anon. Just some retarded zoomie trying to being anon. Life would be so much better if you morons didn't figure out the internet.
Im very autistic im sorry. Might do that
Yeah I know its 6th floor but I havent brushed my teeth today so I'd rather not
trauma response
being gay isn't a trauma response
Fawning is a trauma response
Oh you didn't get it. I was just suggesting a way for you to be extra butt hurt.
Do you see the kind of dumb excuse you find to justify disrespecting your delivery guy?
Being autistic is no excuse for being an idiot.
what should i have done
alright fine whatever
take it to the post office.
To be honest based I how you act from here I'm more than certain you said said what you said in a way that pissed off the delivery man. No one says shit like thay unless you give an attitude or act like a child. Considering you have shit like a "trauma response" I'm almost certain you caused this. Either way could have not played into his game walked away set it for pick up or take it yourself or a million of other fucking things and instead you do whatever the fuck fawning is. You aren't a fucking deer. A real autistic would have started punching. They don't take shit.
I considered it but decided to spare him
post your autistic penis.
Honestly, maybe it was me. The issue is, I am too autictic to understand what i said or did wrong.
The only thing i did was throw the package under my feet, point at it with my foot and say "take it". Was it really me?
Just imagine some weirdo doing that shit to you after you've been hauling your ass around toen up and down and around for mail that you have to carry.
But he is a delivery man. Its his job.
Anyways i think i should have thrown him down the staris. But the law forbids(
Doesn't mean you don't get annoyed when people disrespect you. Hand it to him you dense faggot.
Doesn't matter if it's his job. He's a human just like you. You wouldn't take this shit why do you think he should take yours?
I mean fucking hell the fact you are a need is quite literally because you can't take other people's shit. Like I said it isn't because you're autistic. It's because you are just plan retarded.
My hands were full with package he brought
need
What?
Like I said it isn't because you're autistic.
But i am. I just dont understand what is rude about what i did.
Next time something like this happens im filing a complaint and saying he verbally assaulted me. Ill teach him to behave.
Im a neet because im mentally ill. I have ocd and agoraphobia and i suffer
Anyways my point is, i didnt mean it to be rude and i am mentally ill, the guy should be thankful i didnt get a panic attack and hit him or something. Its literally his job to do it. His only purpose in life. And he cant even do it without belitteling autists. Why are normies so evil.
You aren't the only one shit for brains. A majority of us are neets. Majority of us have had to figure this shit out because life is fucking annoying and difficult when you have to rely on others to get your shit and people keep wanting to fuck with you. We had this phrase... HIDE YOUR POWER LEVEL. There was a reason for this. Nothing you say excuses you for being a dumb ass and expect more problems in your future if you keep thi king like this.
Are you 5? When has this ever worked? Ever? Didnt work in school doesn't work here. Especially if you have nothing to prove anything or the fact no one cares or gives a shit about you. Etc.
Like literally it gives me so much anxiety next time and get a delivery i will be trembling to open the door. Why did he have to be so rude? I mean im literally the victim here. He should be punished.
He was the victim of your actions. Why does your victim hood matter more than his. He's providing a service and you are leaching off services. So in fact you should be punished.
more problems in your future if you keep thi king like this.
Next time something like this happens im just beating the guy into a pulp and then going to a psych ward for a year or so im too fed up with all that anyways and it would be better for me to be locked up.
Im not leeching. Im his client. Basically his boss. And he is providing a service.im not asking him to suck my cock, im asking to so his job.
Why do I have to literally beg him on my knees to do his job?
Im gonna be honest, the best I ever felt was in a psych wary anyways. No responsibilities, no cares. Can just lie in bed all day. And no deliveries.
Realistically tho i wont beat anyone cause im a pussy. Ill just kneel again.
Im a fucking nobody anyways. If i could id go to the ward voluntarily but they dont take people like a hotel unfortunately.
Well, maybe ill try to convince my therapist im a danger to society tomorrow. This might get me at least 2 month or so. Would be nice.
Or maybe i should just kill myself right now since im laying in a bathtub anyway and have a knife a hand reach away
Nah. I think ill just drink a cup of coffee.
Fucking fuck tho. This case made me wanna kms again(
Well I wonder what ends up happening first. I either lash out and beat someone and get into a psych ward or kill myself.
I guess im pretty similar to that girl, Elliott Chorny or how was she? The one that stabbed a kid in Canada.
But the key difference, she said she is sorry in case she does something horrible. Im not. Its not my fault. It socity
Realistically there is no happy end for me
But just in case there is, i won't kms yet
The concept of guilt and responsibility, once very familiar, now seems to be faint. Have I lost something? Or gained?
Maybe it was just a misunderstanding. Maybe i should forget about it. Stop building my offer around it?
People make me so angry all the time. Especially you. I hope you die from anal prolapse.
I might have bpd. Im too unstable.
To sum it up, I constantly do autistic stuff that people get angry about. And im always the one at guilt. But I really don't understand what I do wrong. Fuck you
It's not because your trauma response, you are just homosexual
I think it's because normies are evil. Every autist should take at least 10 normies with him.
you should have kissed his boots too
No its legit. When im in a stressful situation I just do what im told. You could legit stress me into sucking dick.
Like I have a fear that if I ever get a girlfriend (unlikely) she will be into pegging and will stress me out in some way, make me panic and then pressure me into doing it
In prison I'd proly become gay first day
Sadly ill never have a gf. I'll die alone in prison after getting raped to death.
How do I avoid prison as an autist
I need to kill myself. Or someone else. Im not sure. Who is evil. Me or society.
Society is. Im just looking out for me
You know what fuck it. I'll just continue being a slave and say sorry every time someone is angry at me and I dont understand why. It worked so far
I'll just cope by masturbaiting and bullying people online or trolling
Sucks to be you I guess. Have fun masturbating.
Nah its 90% of what i wanted to be as a child so close enough
You wanted to be a miserable mentally ill mess as a child? Well to each their own.
I wanted to lie in bed all day reading books.
Im basically doing this but with tiktok
I probably should kill myself tho. But I won't. Because what if it gets bettee
Couldn't care less. Just one of those idiots that use autism as an excuse so do nothing and expect everything. Couldn't even get autistic in a skill nothing hell not even about trains. You give the rest of us autistic fucks a bad name. So if you're mad. Good. Get fucked and get bent faggot.
Better. What if I achieve something nice.
At least im not 30 y old failure. Also I have an autistic skill of a universal genius. Im amazing at everything I do.
Also you are an autist who looks down at other autists.You are a slaver slave. You are literally worse than a nigger.
Also I have a special skill of sorts. I can make people angry, like really angry but so subly that it looks like they are at fault
I can also say if a woman is an ftm just by looking at her.
Oh and I have a superb sense of style
Im also very smart overall. Smartest person you've ever interacted with
Also I have very good gym genetics
Oh and also very funny
And I play piano very ok
And I also fuck your mom above average. Also I made a curse against you, now you will die from diarrhea tomlrrow. Fear me
Just joking. But srsly, stop acting like you are better than me. Im superior in all aspects. Irl id mog you into pissing ur pants
Says the faggot that got traumatized by a delivery man
Its different. Delivery man is a savage. He has nothing to lose. He has power over his customers. You are just a mentally ill man.
Im superior in all aspects. Irl id mog you into pissing ur pants
gets mogged into pissing his pants in front of postal chad
He was a 5'7 balding manlet
I didnt piss my pants btw I just knelt
MailChad power level is over 9000
I KNEEL
No i knelt because I needed to put my packages on the ground to give him to one i needed to send
It's over for recipientcels
I sell shit over eBay for fun and honestly you'd seem like a nightmare to do business with. Beyond the obvious irresponsibility and communication deficits, you'd 100% never ship on time. And imagine what would happen if there was a problem in-transit? You'd melt down over the phone and would need a chargeback/paypal case just to get restitution.
Get help, sperglord.
Im actually very responsible of its about money. I just struggle with direct communication
No, you knelt because he was too strong.
GigaMailman >>>>> autistic retard
actually very responsible of its about money
Apparently not since you dindu nuffins about [checks notes] being unable to hand off a package you were obligated to ship out.
No i ended up giving it to him retard. He took my big white package (angrily)
not being coddled = abuse
This is why everyone hates zoomer autists, btw.
He literally forced me to beg him to do it
Bet he raped your asshole and came inside too
No, he called you out for acting like a twat and you deserved it, mental child.
I didnt do anything wrong you deep Bastard. Im not a memtal child im a mentalcel. Next time i will throw that package at him and make him beg me not to do it again
Next time i will throw that package at him and make him beg me not to do it again
No you won't you'll stammer and shit yourself again you weak little faggot. KNEEL TO THE POSTAL CHAD
Yeah you did considering you got mental-molested by the fucking delivery wagie lmao.
I will say him "take it, slave" and i will spit on it. And he will do nothing because if he does i will pepperspray him and break his hamds
OK tough guy
But how do you expect to get pepper spray if you're too afraid to go to the store and directly ask for it, or sign for the package when it gets delivered?
Yes exactly proving the point.
I'll do it myself
KNEEL
lmao diy pepper spray?
I'll use a vape + hot sauce
Bastard
saar! saar! DO NOT REDEEM the package!!!!!
I'm going to make an erotic audio script with this as the plot for you retards
No joke, I think OP might be an ESL pajeet
I will say him
you deep Bastard
Well for starters don't act like a fucking weirdo IRL or over the internet...
No im Slavic. Its me, mykola
To be honest if the delivery person was female it would be hot
I will say him "take it, slave"