thinking about my "e-boyfriend" i had when i was 9 on chat avenue and skype. we would talk everyday on my family desktop computer. literally the only reason i found him was because we had a school assembly about online stranger danger and the danger of chat rooms. we watched a video and i left thinking that chatrooms were where to find an e-bf. but i didn't understand the concept of search history and when my mom found out and read the chat logs she banned me from using the computer. but then i would talk to him through the computer lab, ymca, and library computers for years until i got my own ipad. he would vent to me about his marital issues and i would tell him to leave his wife and run away with me. this went on until i was 14 and then one day i just dropped him and moved on.
I miss my groomer
this went on until i was 14 and then one day i just dropped him and moved on.
typical foid behavior
ill be your groomer im almost 98
well it was for the best. it started getting weird and i was getting too old for him anyway
The dude was married lmao, christ. How old are you now?
That makes me feel bad. Sorry your dad wasn't there for you when you needed him
yea and he had kids too lol. im 22 now
Genuinely what makes you miss this dude? Obvious glaring issue aside, the dude was willing to fuck his family up for a 9 year old.
the only thing that makes me feel bad is that i will never receive that amount of attention and obsession ever again. i had and still have a great relationship with my dad but i was just addicted to the attention.
I didn't have a singular groomer but when I was 9 I did used to go on omegle and show my asshole to strangers who wanted to treat me like a slave. I was way too excited to do adult shit as a kid. I was shoving cucumbers up my ass and everything. Sometimes I think back to it and shiver.
its a strange love hate relationship. like obviously he is disgusting but i also grew up with him and liked how he made me feel
What's the "great relationship"? Him not hitting you? Or can you actually talk to him and regularly do for comfort, advice, and bonding?
I guess that's pretty par for the course. Did you end up with any paraphilias like DDLG or do you feel like you came out luckily unharmed?
idk why i was also so eager to do adult shit as a kid. like i was super hypersexual even though i was so quiet in real life. they always talk about this kind of stuff like the adult manipulates the child into it but i was initiating it all because i was a little freak since day 1 for some reason
What a cruel, cruel little foid
nah im not into ddlg or age gaps surprisingly. the only thing i got out of it is just cringing when i think about parts of my childhood lol. like this deep cringe that has a touch of sadness.
A girl like you fucked me up for life.
he would vent to me about his marital issues and i would tell him to leave his wife and run away with me.
Great Zeus, you're an actual succubus!
we were close and we would do activities together a lot. we used to cuddle and watch star trek every night. really it wasn't a "daddy issues" problem it was just me lol.
That is legitimately surprising, but it's good you made it out unscathed. I figured you'd have an age kink but huh. Interesting.
i want to hear the story lol
i used to talk to a girl on roblox when I was a young kid (around 12?) and one day we just stopped talking. I still think about how close I felt talking to them. she actually readded me a few years ago out the blue, which is really strange imo. she must have remembered our exchanged messages since roblox saves old messages in the inbox. I'm not going to reach out since I found out she has a kid KEK.
Would you be willing to talk about it somewhere not blatantly out in the open?
for context, i am early 20s now. this was 10+ years ago.
ppl don't understand how weirdly intimate these online relationships can be. i also want to know what my old online friends are up to. we were closer than any of my real life "friends"
idk it depends, are you going to admit to a crime? lol
No, nothing like that. Just the original story, I'm not dumb enough to do that.
Nigga did you want her to stay?
i also want to know what my old online friends are up to. we were closer than any of my real life "friends"
i still remember her name. her favorite band, etc.. honestly, I wouldn't mind talking to her again just to see what's up either, but she was the one that readded me. she should be the one to reach out first. i'm not giga eager. wish I could revisit those times desu
if you drop your discord ill add you im bored and curious
i mean it might be nice to just chat about old times, even if she has a kid, just for the sake of nostalgia. she probably still has a spot for you in her heart somewhere and thats why she randomly readded you.
Do you have telegram instead or is Discord your only method?
Please, share with the room anon
still has a spot for you in her heart somewhere and thats why she randomly readded you.
it's been a while since she readded me probably like 1-2 years by now. feels weird to just chat her up by now. but again, her friends list is pretty small. (<10). i don't even play the game much anymore except when someone on discord wants to play
i do have a telegram but now im thinking you are just a pedo and imma regret adding you
Just say it fag
yea i mean nobody does because of the archive lol. the beauty of Anon Babble though is that its anonymous by default so you don't need to attach yourself to any user
he's being suspicious
It's anonymous. I have countless embarrassing and pathetic stories in the archive and no one can tie me to those posts.
Big fucking whoop, you're getting identified, tracked and jailed for that one buddy
nigga it's literally in the archives now. it's fucking over for you. i'm reading this shit right now holy shit KEK
that makes you wonder where she learned all of that from. i was never that freaky. parents need to actually watch over their kids because they assume they are naturally innocent but that isn't always the case
LMAO. he's deleting his posts. buddy they are in the archive now.
you guys scared him off and he deleted his trauma dump lmao
Deleting that
Yeah, so go look for em, nigger. Do the extra work.
you guys scared him off and he deleted his trauma dump lmao
they are in the archives for all to see. he should have just added you
oh nah we got pedo niggers lurking now
Nah considering this thread she'd have screenshot it or something anyway.
i dont see the big deal because its anonymous. i used this website like a diary sometimes.
I personally don't think it was that big of deal and I somewhat disappointed after checking the archive but I understand I am belittling you and your trauma by saying this so I apologize.
It's not the act itself that is the problem it's the years of never being able to feel like I can just have a normal relationship because this shit always comes into play.
because this shit always comes into play
Elaborate. Like you want to share what happened with your gf but feel like you can't?
its fine i understand you anon. sex and childhood shouldn't mix and you shouldn't be messing with that stuff while you're growing into yourself, even if its enjoyable, because it will have consequences once your brain is developed. thats why theres age of consent laws
No, because it dominates my sexual interests and women are very much not into it. Plus I'm too sexual all the time, even when I don't realize it.