be me
meet guy
any guy
start catching feelings because I quite literally don't have anyone else in my life
maybe he says he likes me back
get flashes of everyone that has ever claimed to love me
remember how they all left when they got to know me enough
remember that it feels like someone sticking a knife on your heart and twisting it until it stops beating
leave him before he can leave me
start feeling lonely after some time
meet guy
any guy
start catc