Eating barley to celebrate not getting shot in the woods kind of white night

Eating barley to celebrate not getting shot in the woods kind of white night.

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The Sanhedrin has spent way more thought on China than I ever could, so there's no point in thinking. Anything I can come up with has been passed through the mouth of a rabbi a century ago. Optimizing my brain for never have to talk to anyone ever mode.

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I wonder if that general who got called a good boy by Kissinger lowkey sneeded until his death.

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Being inebriated is nice because I either don't notice I can't see or it removes the stress that makes my vision worse. Relaxing the eye muscles...

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uuhm can we get a no jew june july or something going pls aisu i think u need a break

Fun fact: The most powerful high IQ and esoteric breed of Jew is the Litvak (literally, the Lithuanian Jew).

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source: jewish experts

I don't know why they don't try to sell whole plant based diets to chuddies. Basically free jaw exercise.
Kabbalah was basically invented here.

I think I can get away with no more than two replies about chud politics.

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lisen slavbrains your soviet jewlords are good at 2 things lying to themselves and others and stealing and corrupting shit from others without giving credit they are literal niggerminds that never managed to create a working society of their own and are universally hated even more than niggers in that they have to hide like a secret cult or face extermination by other races so uuuhm maybe stop obsessing over people that may not even exist anymore in 100 years also heres a cute anime jew to calm ur mind while we figure out how to get rid of literal billions of low iq christians and muslims

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Still no whyteboi nights. Uh, how's your day been?
That reminds me. Is ADHD not supposed to make you not be able to make walls of text or does it just make them more disjointed. Can't tell here to be desu.

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The Chabad preys on the logic lord gaymer addict. ''This much power in such a small family surely breaks the game mechanics, no one smart would take this seriously.''

G00D

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i almost fainted trying to carry one of those mobile air coolers all the way home the news said were going to get teh hottest summer ever so i finally got one and if this shid fails im probably going to die from heat fr this time
adhd is weird in that in some cases you really want to binge shid like anime or vidya and things that are too low dopamine for hyperfocus are super hard liek reading a book to keep ur attention or whatever it very much depends on the task and how ur brains work but i think walls of text is more liek a tism thingy but adhd and tism are often diagnosed together so tehres that because tehyre both disfuctions of teh same type of brain damage or something but the shitty writing is more of an adhd thing due to lack of focus

mobile air coolers

AC? Amerika wins againe.
So walls of text, but only if some baka is being wrong on the Discord. UNless ure still BPD idk.

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Will you take your Breaking Bad pillen if you get any?

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Also, ngl, by this point you sound kind of punchable when you talk about being mentally ill, but I digress, not ure fault.

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uuhm literally my ancestor della porta invented air cooling the burger jews stealing from us again smhfamfr i need to move to a cooler region my city is unfortunately located in whats called a tectonic burial basin making it a hotspot in an otherwise much cooler mountain region which is of course more practical for transport but much worse for anything else
the shrink told me tehres actually a lot of common things between bpd and tism in that they have difficulties with regulation of emotions and obsessive behaviors so certain ppl that have tism and bpd make much more sense now

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Come home, Hyperborean man. We got snow and tons of Slavs.
Seems when they're finally able to go by brain damage over symptoms, all retards will get grouped back into one tard pile.

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are you a deer or some shit

Might look like one from afar. Not taking any chances. They been shooting out there.

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not having the patience to wait for people to finish speaking or interrupting them is a sign of adhd btw also u cant take pilled for tism if u have depression or stress disorders because it will make those worse but well see
uuhm ure better not bein anti neurodiverse phobic if theres anything worse than jews its the autistic cabal thats ruling the world
slavs never achieved anything all good russia has culturally done was while under rule by german royals id sooner move to italy if shit hits the fan at least fascism is still pretty popular there
well with tism you got drawbacks but theres also positives over neurotypical cattle but adhd is just plain bad and basically kneecaps u for lyfe but i have an excuse now for being a failure at least i guess because it never even began for owaridacels

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Bigu I love you you adorable person

Blind ahh nigga...

Bgg too busy reading up on Jews rn for future threads.
I hear they got Romanians now in Italy. But they probs arrrooksamemaxx pretty well. Did you know that al the railways in Russia were owned by their local Germans in the XIXth century? You see, we also bred the perfect German aka the Baltic German back then too. But then Jews secularized and took over basically and did bolshevism to finnish the Germans off for good.

not having the patience to wait for people to finish speaking or interrupting them is a sign of adhd

Damn, I'll make sure to check my ableism from now on baka.
Do you think it took you so long to discover ADHD because of how lame it is? I mean, I thought I had it too, but then it's so uncool that I didn't waste time on thinking about it anymore.
Bigu is too busy with his Yale scholarship to be here.

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In fact, ''Balt'' was originally just a word for the local Germans until we stole it.

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I hope I done my work well and snenpai will go to sleep tonight assured that he's just a tiny bit more tarded in the way he likes.

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uuuhm excuse me i think its common knowledge that the perfect german is austrian if prussians were so great why did hitler have to save them like imagine living among poles thats not very smart also letting jews rent free in ure head also not smart dumbsu read up about something interesting like high energy vegan diets
pretty sure my adhd was very obvious during schooldays but its just that i was high functioning enough still that i wasnt sent to any psychs and once ure a grown ass man nobody cares either and at that point ure also good enough to start hiding it and cope and kind aforget about it when u hikkimaxx anyway and play games all day until maybe the nazis cut ure neetbuxx i mean basically i didnt even think about it until the shrink brought it up i was just thinking im lazy unmotivated and its a you problem i could fix any time but im so happy it turned out to not even be my fault and i can stay lazy now and not need to slave for jews how truly lucky i am to have brain damage can i get some adhd pride in here thx

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or uuh maybe i should start my late career as a streamer whore hmm

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Sigh. I care about Aisu things, not boomer things at the end of the day. Still don't know what BPD even is.
U can be the new Hasan. Seems easy if ure cute. Being a leftist and being vegan go hand in hand actually because of the rabid self-righteousness.

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Or I guess autism that comes off as self-righteousness to normies because autists cling to shidd like that with no sense of nuance ofc.

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akshually one of teh things i told my shrink is that i never feel accomplished or happy when i do things its always just about getting obsessed with a task to cope with boredom and then trying to finish its even if u lost interest midway tru and u end up with laundry list completion in the end and so not about enjoyment but almost like a job u dislike and engaging in social things is similar due to the compulsion to mask which is why self isolation becomes a better alternative as masking is exhausting and youre prone doing a lot of mistakes due to lack of experience which turn into memorable regrets that make u want to cut off people and get a new fresh start so yeah its misery by ur own creation trying to avoid teh cringe and be perfect aisu instead of b urself because then unironically u stop regretting and more importantly also stop remembering or worse improving because why try harder
being on discord its a lot harder to tell if someone has the tism or bpd or both im not sure ure up to lores but leaf doggo and coconut nigga have it both diagnosed so that explains the spergo cringe on top compared to perfect gauda
i thought many timsos were npds simply because tism make u go facts dont care about ur feefees and bascically u cant put urself in other ppls shoes so no reading the room and shid like that but its really just ineptitude and not done on purpose as they dont realyize what they did wrong when ppl get angry at them since they just said what they were thinking without regards of considering anyones feelings but their own theyre simply not able to act considerate by nature but have to learn it tru self awareness and training its just a lot more complicated if u cant read other peoples emotions or how what you do will impact them

basically spergs are destined to be lolcows and the sooner they embrace it the sooner the will feel at ease like yeah im cringe but im freeee

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Lots of text. No rewards. My ADHD kicking in. Shutting down...

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this is exactly what going to the shrink and talking calmost completely mask off has teached me is when u stop trying to make a good impression on people and just be honest instead then socializing will suddenly become a lot less energy draining and feel more rewarding but the drawback is that ur popularity will take a huge hit and nobody except other tards will want to hang out with u of course so theres that nini aisu

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uuhm hiii its 9am in arsetrailer where the bogan bitches at wakey wakey stinky

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so back in the day we were a pack of finger pointing npd tards and now our true autistic colours have shown instead huh that makes sense
pls i was enjoying my beauty sleep

hiii sweaty angelpie i dont remember calling u npdees but i wish u were bpdees sighhh anyway it makes a lot of sense to assume anyone who talks all high and mighty to be npd first specially if they are discord mods its only when you get closer and understand that there not doing it to look better than you that theyre just innocent spergs who dont know how to be considerate but it yeah it gets really complicated when spergs who are masking simply for acceptance and popularity try to protect their image from rudeposters because then they get all defensive and that can look very similar to narcs if theyre not willing to give
uhhm i dont think u can get any more pretty than this buttercup im sure ull be mighty fine with only 4 hours of sleep too and hey did you do anything interesting meanwhile im sure u did

ur super speed adhd brain must be better at telling the differences between all of this tism because if i try to think back on discord sperg it sort of all blurs together like an ugly fleshball, tho maybe that's just my brain achieving conscious thought? hindsight has definitely taught me that all the times i should people were super meanies they were actually just kinda autistic and aloof and liddurly the embodiment of that 1 madmen meme with the guy saying he doesn't think of you at all
uhh ummmm woww weird i cant think properly i think i played some games maybe i tried watching some jewish tv and also shitflinging politics on youtubey but it's kinda mindnumbing if u stop for a second to consider what you're spending ur time on you sorta feel sick and disgusted with yourself for letting the words of muslims into ur brain so what about u or was all this diagnosing stuff the accumulation of all ur energies for the past whatever long
my neetbux got sorta messed with when they offered me a job and i panicked and said no and cried literal tears on the phone asking them to not force me to work so now i'm ubercucked into one whole appointment a week to showcase what a unemployable loser i am irl and that's basically been 9/11 for me and my peaceful lazy life

uuuhm well u dont geddit because being a meanie sometimes is just a form of humor for autismos who are curious about reactions believe me ive had my fair share too with norwegian boober spergolina but theres no telling maybe some of us just are sadists but then really maybe its also just a thing with social rejects around these parts in general which explains why uve never been too comfortable being here cuz this place is fight club were HARDCORE no weak bitches only hard punches pls refer to the image for more details about classic oldfag chan culture before simps ruined it for a crumb of foidattention
so this is how u spend ur time when u could be learning how to properly cook or read interesting books about plant based diets instead wew i guess i have no choice but diagnose you with the adhdees too wear it with pride and blame all ur failures on it and u can be part of our cool kids club how does that sound
also what do u even care about politics in ur swamp u need that energy for more important things like gettin the fug out of hikkilyfe because thats basically what ive been doing and for the first time it looks like im actually going to finish this and getting an official paper that confirms im retarded so i can move on to whatever the next step is or keep myself save if theres no cure
yeah its like when uve done a job once they just go like why dont u do that again instead of leeching tax monies which is why once they got proof u can do a job ure screwed for lyfe until u can hit them with more diagnostic bullshid to leave u alone so maybe nows a good time to get ur very own adhd and autism papers too sweatypie im sure they can find a few more things that are wrong with u

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Fun fact: The most powerful high IQ and esoteric breed of Jew is the Sexsu (literally, the sex with Aisu Jew).

goddamnit we finally get a girl in this gayfag blog and ure still a raging homoseggsual as usual

sigh i guess ill join ur stinky oldman fuckwad club... if u guys even congregate anymore
nvm i finished reading all ur rambles and u are one rood dude uh going to the dr is expensive i started seeing the psych again a few months ago (to try hit them with the diagnostic bulldhid to leave me alone which shes obviously struggling to find a single problem with me so far) and it's 230dollarydoos every time it's awful. how did you even segue into talking about adhd or ur suspected autism or whatever else with them? my appointments seem more focused on the effect than the cause and my avpdees maybe make it hard for me to be blunt or change direction
i don't care about politics at all i'm just scraping the barrel for entertainment that doesn't work as a sedative and put me to sleep!!! do u remember the buff cat concert putting me to sleep
wait so how does the diagnosis help u out of hikkilife or did you mean something else, what does the next steps look like? moving maybe? do u get different access to services if ur a confirmed tardo?
also uh once i finally learn how to play a video game is when i can retire and learn how to eat a plant
what kinda aircooler is it, do u need to put water in it? if u do you should try use the coldest water possible and u can even hang a cold wet material behind it somehow to encourage cooler air too uhhh also of course you should make the room ur using it in as small as possible with doors or curtains and try to close all the gaps in ur apartment that let in any hot airs btw erm i'm an expert i survived 9 days of 40c+ in a row this summer

i tried bullying that guy into behaving himself and it made it worse

heh nice one aisu

well uuuh im not sure ill check when im done with this shid and got some time to waste probably late summer like every year sigh
lisen bich maybe have u ever thought that maybe im not rude but ure too nice or something like im actually one of the nicest autismos around here never even asking for booberpix n shid like if were bein real unless theres a side of the discordnigga gang i havent seen yet but then ill probably die of cringe if i ever see oldbirds dms leaked so better not take this any further
yeah well its free here toa certain degree or i wouldnt do it either but its only free if you actually make an effort to get it for free like have u checked with ur psych if tehres an option u can get it covered or partially covered by some mental health fund or whatever theres often something like this to help people that dont just go to the psych for le depression altho if u can score that one they leave u alone for at least one year too so thats also nice except for the part where they want to feed u antipsychotics
well uuh i went to a normal psych and told her that i think i have the tism and she just sent me to the special tism diagnosing place and when they asked i told them that i spent the last 5 years hanging out with spergs on the chans and noticed a lot of similarities and we went from there until the whole adhd thing came up because they test that too as a part due to frequent overlap like the hyperfocus thing
the whole thing really focuses on the fact ure not able to socialize normally and doesnt care too much about the other stuff actually and if u got the avpdees its pretty similar ina sense that there has to be an underlying reason u got the avpds like ure not just orn with a personality disorder but those develop over time due to other causes like pstd or brain damage and its effects and commonly only manifest then during early adulthood so what u should be asking teh psych is to find out teh root cause for ur avpdees and uuh fu

what kinda aircooler is it, do u need to put water in it?

its some 3 in 1 thing that can ac cool normally and dehumidify and also do the water thing but u should actually use water with ice in it but increasing humidity is usually not smort unless u got good airflow because humid air keeps the heat better
well idk im kinda hoping my psych will tell me what to do next after getting diagnosed like some sort of weekly autistic anonymous community meetings or 3 easy step guide on how to cure adhd with a gun or give me a free maido that will do groceries for me and change my diapers and sing me a lullaby and i gotta sleep now see u next time or whenever ciao bella

ok well truthfully speaking u are right ure one of the nicer and less imposing people to experience around here and also on the topic of being kinda serious i've been wanting to give u a quick apology for what total overwhelming weirdo ive been in the past so uh i'm sorry
also ya i did get referred with medicare and i am rebated like $80 but it's still a lot to pay out of pocket every time and i made a point of saying antipsychotics gave me ptsd and i will not be able to take them so they left that alone yippee
i guess u did the important thing which was not mask how you arrived at ur conclusions geeze idk if i'm brave enough to do that the idea of ridicule for using a computer (and admitting to it) seems too life ruining but maybe this can inspire me to say fuggit and just be more straight forward
if theyre using socialising abilities to gauge whether its tism or adhd thats pretty interesting akshually i didn't realise there was so much overlap outside of more personal behavioural traits and stuff but also underlying of avpds seems like pointless knowledge it's like going back to comprehend a paragraph in chapter 1 when u already finished the book, it's maybe insightful but overall kinda pointless
ya the humidity is awful but can easily counteract that with those cheap absorption products too and also probably air the house at night if it cools enough outside and u can open a window idk urea smart enough man u can figure it out and hopefully also survive
if anything u deserve the deluxe tardcare package with a diaper changing lullaby singing maido to take you out of ur adhd provoked misery nini hddcel it was nice to see you