I have to tell you how I'm feeling Edition.
Play nice.
/letter/ thread
the one time im early to one of these and i need to sleep bc i gotta be at work by 5am baka
Unbothered. Moisturized. In my lane. Focused. Flourishing.
Hello world,
I have always kicked the idea in my head. Why me. Why is my life so fucking horrible.
As it turns out this is normal. Just as the jews were gassed. Just as the palestinian kid got its hid caved in by a jew rocket. Just as the native american were systematically genocided.
Atrocity is completely normal.
I was always under the impression that something extraordinarily bad had happened to me. But it was just another Tuesday.
Nothing to see here. Nothing to think about. Just turn away.
My ego created an illusion. that I was more important than I was. But as they say. we are just dust in the wind. somehow I was no exception.
-who cares
The wavefunction has already collapsed
the arrow of time is going the other way
You can't just say that, and not do that. I hope you know this. That's not fair. I promise I won't die..
When I feel like gooning to fat blonde hooker aesthetic I coom to you. When I feel like gooning to skinny blonde hooker aesthetic I coom to your sister.
page 10 bump for u
mercy, o mercy.
I rolled out of bed last night which is the first time I've done that in like 30 years. What the fuck was that about? Woke up on the floor with my upper lip a little sore.
Dear K,
My love for you has only grown in your absence. Now that you have returned to me, every conversation we have requires agonising self restraint. The enormity of my emotional needs are so great, the emptiness within me so vast. Your apprehension is warranted, I do not dispute it, perhaps I do not know you enough to justify my feelings. I wish I could tell you a disgusting truth, that of the hundreds of women I have given my time to in the past five years, you are the only one who I have wanted. Your voice the only one to make my heart beat out of my chest. Your sweetness to and protectiveness of me, the only affection I have desired and dreamt of. I pray every day my hopes are realised, that you and I will be together as husband and wife. For now I have to let you run free, lest you never return.
C
I can't stop thinking about you. I'm having conversations with you in my mind. There is so much I want to talk to you about. Why do I feel this way? Every rational thinking thought tells me to stay away, that I can do better, yet I yearn for you. Is this what love feels like? Can't believe you thought you were the second choice...
You picked discord e-dating over the person standing in front of you.
You picked discord e-dating over the person standing in front of you.
You picked discord e-dating over the person standing in front of you.
Woah! You're single? Not surprising,.
moisturized
I hate what the cosmetics industry is doing to our females and some metro-sexual men. They get them addicted to using all kinds of creams that lead to the body forgetting how to create their own moisture so they can't stop using external moisturizers because their skin will get dry and itchy. It's the perfect product, just like cigarettes.
Checked, nice double dubs!
It's just an expression. More so a meme this particular time. My man skin is great. No need to worry. Worst case I can just get more.
I can just get more
More what?!? Cream? Or... skin?!?
I love you, but my lack of action betrays me, you deserved so much better.
I've come to realize it wasn't fear holding me back, it was a hopelessness so fierce it has destroyed me, it takes more from me everyday, soon there'll be nothing left behind these eyes.
Both. I'm a resourceful man. I am well stocked in all manner of potion ingredients. Now.. Let me fill my coffee cup once more. I am frustrated, and grouchy. I need some extra comfort this morning. Don't even bother asking I won't say why.
N...nothing? Bitch! Are you SAYING that finishing ACT 1 of Claire Obscure is NOTHING?
what if we were to ask ever so nicely while being sweet and giving that extra comfort you crave?
Is the writing as cringe as the clips make it seem?
I would probably fold.. I try to be strong, but God knows I can't.. I am weak. Pathetic. A worm. I am not invincible even though I try to convince myself I am. Powerless. The only solace I recieve is the fact she would never ask me why because she is above such torture.. She is too sweet.. Too kind.. To angelic to do something so devious, and nefarious.. Just like with God I know my heart is safe with her so if someone were to ask me sweetly, and nicely I know it wouldn't be them because they are above such things. Thank goodness.. I thank God everyday for giving me the privledge of knowing her.
It's actually surprisingly good. A bit... French but hey, at least they're cool with being portrait as stereo-typically French. Small dev-teams are where it's at.
you.. hhhh.. FUCK
I smell the taste of freedom in the air.
Sorry.. I ate some beans haha
If you ever want to hear it. Just ask. There is no price high enough that I'm willing to pay. I'll tell you whatever you want to hear, and mean every word. I would do all that you ask of me without hesitation. Maybe I'm just a toy to you. If I am, fine. So be it. As long as you're the one playing with me. I just plead to God you don't get bored among other wishes. I'm sorry. I just want to make you smile, and laugh, and bring you happiness.
Maria,
Don't reply to me here. Text me to respond. Read my email.
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We Can Make This Right g.co
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Pick a star in the open sky
I see you, see me and that is why
I trust you
This isn't complicated and I'm thankful for that.
I have hope that we have peace here now
For purpose of archival
I always sign with trip: Mike !!s1jEdTQxfFE
The trip must include the !!s1jEdTQxfFE after Mike
Go back to sleep, you insufferable schizo retard.
i wouldn't ask it of you here. while you're pretty in prostration, i don't want you to think that i just want to be told flatteries or see you laid bare in the open. you very much make me smile and laugh and bring me happiness. im not one to get bored of people, but beyond that, it's hard to ignore the fact that we're both aware of it the divine thread between us
i wouldn't ask it of you here.
I know... But, you know I would for you. That's all.
while you're pretty in prostration, i don't want you to think that i just want to be told flatteries or see you laid bare in the open.
I don't feel that way at all. Devotion is merely one aspect of how I express myself towards you, and this is done in an infinite number of ways. Both silent, and loud. Devotion, of course being one of infinite aspects as well.
you very much make me smile and laugh and bring me happiness. im not one to get bored of people
That is comforting to hear. I don't like to humor any such thoughts to begin with, but your words are welcome.
it's hard to ignore the fact that we're both aware of it the divine thread between us
I feel this too. I have never felt something like this before. I'm just trying to stay grounded, and follow the same advice I've given you, and I know everything will be fine. I trust you completely. I know I am in good hands so I will act accordingly.
I would gladly help out if you didnt treat everyone like shit and pay them nothing for their time, but you just cant help but disrespect me and treat me like shit because i dont jump to attention when you bark orders
you're so wonderful. i wish i could be holding you and letting the silence speak for us. i love you
I love you too.. I pray everyday that becomes a reality. I just need to get in the mind set it will. It's just hard when feeling that happy is borderline incomprehensible. Unfathomable even. I know if I continue to sow with love in mind, and heart I will be able to envision that reality more clearly. So that it may come to be. That which I desire above all else.
open letter thread
i see (you) lowering your dick into the meat grinder
you stop and slowly turn your head towards me
we make eye contact
dead silence
i slowly back up
close letter thread
Please do not refer to my wife as a "meat grinder" again. That is not best friend behavior. *sips chocolate milk* I would never make fun of your wife for her sleep apnea.
Whatever you say buddy. I'll get the bucket to pick up the pieces of you, once she chews you up and spits you out (again).
How blessed I am to have such wonderful friends. Knowing I have such support how can I even worry? If it happens, it happens. I'll simply enjoy it for the time being then. Hope she savors every bite.
when are you coming over to fuck my wife
A few more sleep calls with y'all and I should be comfortable doing that.
sick. deal. i'll let her know what i've signed her up for when she wakes up
sick ropefuel
Npd and bpd many such cases, sad.