it's that time of the night, time to wait for her to return...
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miss please come back ;(
It's that time of the night, time to wait for her to return
Lot of missing cats on r9k
why do you call her miss? how did you meet her, what about her do you miss?
again...my cat is fine
she told me call her that and I mean obviously I'm not gonna use her real name here and I miss how happy and alive she made me feel.
She was so perfect ;(
How was she anon? What race? Is she cute? Is she fat?
this image still haunts me
she was very very cute, and no she wasn't fat. uhhhhh don't want to give more details, she is a bit paranoid (she is a bit of a schizo :3) and I don't want her to stop trusting me. I mean if she ever comes back that it.
why?
I need her here with me, I need to cuddle all night with her </3
I just.....I just hope she is ok
looking at out chat log and trying to understand what I did wrong....
I should move on but I can't...
I don't want to move on... I can't just replace her
i lost everything man, its been years with no touch and its actually physically harming my body
Don't be such a pussy and grow some balls
You're self-esteem is gone in the shitter
Who would ever want to be with you?
I embody my worth and value in every way
I love my life and everyone in it
I'd like to share it with her too, but if she's not here that's her loss.
That doesn't stop me from enjoying my life and making it the best life possible
I assmune his reason is because he'll never have it. I feel similarly about the image.
I'm sure I'll get over it eventually, I hope, but for now my self esteem is completely gone
I've been really depressed, I wish I never knew what love felt like.
You're self-esteem and this have nothing to do with each other. You are the one making that association.
You have yourself worth, she has her self worth.
If you have no self worth, why would she to me herself by being with you?
You can be sad, you can cry out, and I can see how that could be misinterpreted as what you are portraying. That's the limitation of text isn't it? It does not tell the whole story, it does not show the separation of these things. One thing can be amazing while the other shit.
So if that's the case for you, I'd hope it would be, but from what you're writing you need to work on yourself and put the time in. I spent years working on my mental health, physical health, living situation, everything. That's where I've excelled in everything else and every day is now a blessing.
this whole thing with her is recent that's why I'm still suffering, and I am working on myself but it's not easy.
I know she will be back I just know it
a new day and she still hasn't come back, it's going to be another miserable lonely day
I don't feel like living today, maybe tomorrow or the next day but not today.
op, do you not have anything else to do ? if you don't make yourself busy you are going to lose your mind
been looking for a job lately but I've had no luck and I'm too depressed to play videogames or read books
is this karama? did I do something wrong?
anon if she know that you are struggling because of her and she doesn't of anything about it then she is not good for you
but what if she doesn't know?? what if she is in the hospital?
i know you would like to believe that but that is very unlikely
yeah I got to stop being in denial and move on but I just can't
i know it's hard, went through a breakup not too long ago myself
i won't lie, it will take time and probably a lot of distractions
god! I'm too depressed to even play videogames I can barely get out of bed.
there is stuff you can do from your bed, you can play games or talk to people from your phone
She is not thinking of you, mate!
I do have a group of friends I talk to online but it's hard for me to talk to people when I'm this depressed, all I can do right now is listen to music watch mindless youtube videos and go for walks in the morning.
please stop it hurts
at least being depressed has helped me lose weight so thanks for that I guess
lucky mine just made me get even fatter kek
when I get this depressed I just stop eating but I also stop doing anything I just rot on my bed which is not very healthy.
have you messaged her at all ??
yes, she is not responding to my texts
how much time has passed
a month, and it's a long distance relationship so there's not much I can do.
I should've listened to people that said this doesn't work, they were right
how did you come to meet her and where is she from?
she is form somewhere in the east coast (I'm on the complete opposite side fuck my life) and I met her here actually and no before you ask, she is not a tranny
is she much older than you since she wants you to call her miss? what made you two connect in the first place?
she is actually younger than me (she is legal don't freak out), she wants me to call her that for um reasons.
anyway we connected because we like a lot of the same things and I don't know we just liked each other almost instantly she was always telling me how much she loved me.
I'm more worried about something happening to her than her actually ghosting me honestly.
reasons, huh. which things did you two like? do you find those things hard to do/talk about now that you have to do them alone again? were there irl issues ahead youre worried of?
reasons, huh
I'm sorry I'm trying not to say too much about her to respect her privacy.
do you find those things hard to do/talk about now that you have to do them alone again?
yes very much so
which things did you two like?
well since it was a long distance thing we mostly watched movies and anime together, I showed her the vampire hunter D movies and she loved them.
were there irl issues ahead youre worried of?
yeah there were some, mainly traveling to go meet her.
I'm sorry for being vague but she is a bit paranoid and I don't want to say too much.
uh I think I messed up that reply a bit
you are pathetic
kys
why do you respect the privacy so much of someone who abandoned you a month ago? was she not wanting you to visit her? doesnt that say a lot?