Your worst experience with a Female

I'll start, and, obviously, I'm not an incel, unfortunately.

I dated a doctor once, it was a serious relationship lasting 3 years. I did my best for her, surely, there were mistakes here and there, but if anyone ever tried to do anything to her I would have defended her until death. I know that sounds cringe, but did you ever feel it your duty to do so, especially for a woman you love? In any case, the facade cracked really hard one day. I woke up and I could not stop shaking, it was weird, not like when you have a flu but my muscles were constantly twitching, I could not sleep because my bed was shaking beneath me. I tried to hide it from her mostly, I did tell her and she sounded unconcerned. One night I started vomiting heavily, with the shaking and muscle twitching getting ever worse. I called her, it was middle of the day, I really needed help and her being a doctor. She listened to me, very disinterested, and just said, you know, I've promised my little bro I have to take him out for pancakes today, I can't really let him down. That was it. I felt humiliated and betrayed. She got to me a few days later when I was feeling better and still had that twitch. I swear to God, I saw disgust in her eyes, it was like she was telling me: "I didn't get with you FOR THIS, weakling." I got better, the relationship went on for some months more (since I'm a retard). I'm now convinced women can't feel empathy.

So, what the fuck happened that made you all twitchy? Some sort of seizure?

That time my mom birthed me.

I never figured it out. I just got better. On my Bloodwork I was Iron deficient, but that turned out to be wrong as well. I had low iron in my blood, but somehow enough in my body - there are two separate values, idc.

You remember that?

I once worked with a girl over the summer who was exactly my type. I experienced the most intense limerence of my entire life. I could not think clearly about anything but her for any sustained period of time. My mood on any given day was contingent on how she treated me. I started to drink heavily (I had never had alcohol before) and cut myself.
She gave me mixed signals then dropped me after the year ended. I had a mental breakdown. It's been five years since then and I still occasionally get upset that I missed my chance with her. I knew her for two months.

I think they can feel empathy but just not for you lol. You're supposed to be her support system. You don't get one lol. I know you've heard this before but the bears repeating. They women in our lives will only accept sickness. But even then... my mom constantly complains to me about my dad putting on a good boy act act for doctors but complains about his medical issues with her constantly. Women hate weakness. Unfortunately she vents to me about it.

I know. But I made the most basic mistake of them all, I thought that she would be different. When she called me at 4 AM in the middle of COVID, because some fucking water installation of her's broke I went there in the middle of lockdown, risking to get a hefty fine from the cops if they caught me outside. I guess this was my thanks for all these little situations where I was there for her. One cannot but feel betrayed and stupid

At my first week of my first duty station after basic training, I was given the starting job to learn of watch standing.

A bitch the same rank as me over saw me the whole the night of my final test that week.

She always smiled and never said anything negative unless behind their back, but I didn't think much of it.

I asked for criticism, tips of improvement, how well I was doing. She said I did a good job before we handed everything over and went back to sleep.

The following morning my command slam open the door and ask me to sit down.

I did so with a smile because I thought I did something good for once, they laughed and asked me to guess what I did wrong.

I think this is a test at first so I go through the whole night, everything I wrote in the log, every area of improvement I could do. They keep saying "no guess again."

Eventually it becomes clear that this is serious.

We are told in basic that perception is reality. Meaning it doesn't matter what actually happened, you are responsible for what command thinks happened because you somehow made them think it happened.

So I give a blanket confession. I didn't know what to confess to exactly. When I was asked what I was confessing to, I still didn't have an answer and this made everyone more angry.

I eventually signed a paper documenting that had fallen asleep on watch.

Apparently the bitch had told her roommate that I fell asleep for a bit and she reported it. I don't know why she did this. She knew what would happen. She knew it follow me my entire time there. It was like a completely motiveless act of cruelty.
Cont

I want to say that at least I wasn't accused of anything more serious but I don't think it matters. I confessed to all possible crimes and would've had to do so regardless. The result was almost two years of working with people who actively hate me and know that nothing I say will ever be believed now. Therefore they had a golden ticket to do whatever they wanted.
Half the people there took full advantage of this.

need someone to blame

need someone to fuck

need someone to hurt

Here's anon, the lair.

I took a vow to never talk behind anyone's back.

I started carrying a pocket recorder for every conversation I had.

I wrote a list of rules starting with "trust no one."

And years latter, when I think this is all paranoid, she shows back up at the station I'm at by sure coincidence.

I don't think she knows it went that far. Because I don't think she cares. It was just casual cruelty to her. A Thursday.
I hate her. She's far, far from the worst female I've ever met, but she did more damage than any of them. And she did it with one sentence.

anyone have the sauce of the original pic?

Was nice to a girl. When I met her she just got cheated on 2 months before meeting me. I got her a birthday present and she said no one has ever done that for her. Wrote her a letter and said the same thing. She ended up pushing me away little by little after this and went back to her ex who cheated on her. I don't get what I did wrong

You didn't give her pussy tingles. You should've tried doing that.

and how do you do that? She is currently not with an ex as of right now, she is 'dating' somem skinny looking nerdy fag, I doubt he gives her the tingles

I was being sarcastic. I don't really have any clue how women work.

i got completely defeated by an intact hymen i think. neither of us figured it out for years. when we broke up, she met another guy and got pregnant in under 4 months. i dont blame her, she was probably as confused as i was, but damn, it was really, really shitty for both of us. we both thought something was wrong with either me or her, for so fucking long.

i only understand it now, just recently what happened and all the little things are all just clicking and making sense. its fucking wild. almost 2 years later we bumped into eachother and i actually ended up driving her alone around town, and she started asking about my sex life in a roundabout way, just like "so, who didja date after me...?" sorta questions. and NOW it makes sense, she was just trying to ask me if i had figured it out, that all i had to do was push and we would of had sex. like, "oh, man, that was pretty embarrassing and all that, but, you did end up with someone else and actually do it, right". even after all that shit, she still wanted to check out if i was okay, had gotten over it.

nope. gave up completely after you. didnt realize how fucking stupid it turned out. literally put my dick on this girls intact hymen vagina and couldnt figure out what i was supposed to do next.

Never had that problem, since even 17 year old girls around here are already broken in. Maybe it was tougher than usual with your girl and it wasn't your fault? You just didn't want to hurt her I guess and you're inexperienced. Don't take it too hardly.

I knew her for two months.

Fellow male BPDemon? It's gotta to be that or OCD...

That was 5 years ago

Holy christ get a new FP anon

I'll start

I'll finish

Gave me an STD

While married

When I met this fucking slut I was going through a psychotic breakdown and ended up in a mental hospital were we met. I had cut my arms up and what not, and apparently all the girls thought that made me ballsy or something because they were all asking questions and trying to get to know me. I ended up choosing my ex out of all of them to keep in contact with after my stay there had run out. It was my first time trying to get a girlfriend because I truly felt that I had no other option left in my life, and that if I couldn't have this person then I was utterly cooked.

She was super hypersexual to start off and after like the 4th or 5th time my stupid ass asked her to be my girlfriend. At first I thought she was earnest but as the months went on it only proved that I was fitting some weird cuckold roleplay she had very carefully orchestrated. The things I did were humiliating and I rerated everything. She was obviously talking to other men and having sex with them when she went to her home country during her birthday. I spent months worrying feeling like I had a knife in my gut and she was fucking enjoying every second of my misery. I told her to get raped by niggers at one occasion which she constantly reminded me of, and it back fired on me because I think she actually fucked a pack of niggers which really left a bad taste in my mouth.

I decided to start drinking to cope with my life crumbling before my eyes. Not only was I thinking there was a hit on me, the only girl which was my exit was in my mind fucking my worst enemy and humiliating me to unimaginable levels. Anyways I got angry lost my shit and picked up some charges and I ended up in jail for 6 months. In those 6 months my paranoia had become psychosis and I was constantly hallucinating. My hallucinations were extremely degrading and it involved my girlfriend getting gangbanged by criminals and the jailers.

To be honest I think she pushed me over the edge, I wish she died of guilt someday

male BPDemon

Yep.

Get a new FP anon

I don't know what that is

Um. You are psychotic. You said it yourself. Leave her alone

Had a similar experience in security work with a colleague. I was lucky enough to have good relations to upper management and the timeframe of my "sleep" didn't make sense. Therefore she was always looked at weirdly by everyone else (I spread the word). She didn't even get a slap on the wrist tho.
Your story makes me angry just reading it

i took it hard. this was over a decade ago, anon. but yeah, thats what stopped me. we would attempt the sex, she would gasp and go "ow!" and i, doing the obviously correct thing to do (it technically was not), stopped. im not upset or angry at her, or women, or anything, even though i can totally see how it COULD of made me some militant tier anti-female nazi like guy. it just completely fucking deflated me and any interest or motivation to try interacting with a female ever again, so i didnt.

I have left her alone, me wishing ill will towards her slutty ass is something only me, and now you anons know. Stop being a virtue signaling retard when there is no wrong being done, you illiterate turd.

idk bro last time I got sick my girlfriend doted on me like crazy and made me soup while cuddling my head. I do the same for her

Dont respond to an angry roastie, anon.

I need to get my shit together and hit her up. I still miss this girl 4 years later.

um. What the fuck is wrong with you?

She knew it was munchausen, wasn't impressed by your shitty larping.
We aren't impressed either

I'm a guy and I'm sick of you beta male bpd incels ruining my *tfw no gf* board. Fuck right off

Nigga I dont care how you feel like im not gay, tell us your story or gtfo

I am a doctor and if any of you ever date a doctor never, ever, fucking ask us to diagnose your health problems.

Firstly, it's a conflict of interest. Secondly, the job sucks enough without me having to do it at home in addition to at work. Thirdly, whatever weird health problem you have probably falls outside of whatever specialty your partner deals with. Fourthly, diagnosis of medical problems in the modern era requires access to tools and investigations not readily available outside of a medical facility. The best answer you're gonna get is "it may be this, this, or this, see a doctor about it (not me)"

No really. What the fuck is wrong with (You)?

Don't even try to darvo me you dumb fuck virgin

This right here. Doctors don't know shit.

Where do you think you're posting? Now tell the board. What the fuck is wrong with you?

I went to the doc(nurse) and she just punched all my symptoms into the computer and gave me an answer. Stop larping.

I don't argue with 12 year olds.

Answer the question you aggressive AI cunt.

Favorite Person, a catch-all term for your latest obsession

Firstly, it's a conflict of interest. Secondly, the job sucks enough without me having to do it at home in addition to at work.

Sounds like you're a shit caretaker, which is not desirable in a woman

I wish I could replace her, but I haven't met anyone like her since.

Your worst experience with a female

Asking that on r9k

Never even dated so what would I know?

I think doctors in general loose that ability besides women

Hello Roastie retard, if I was a doctor and my loved one was suffering I'd sure as heal try to help without doing mental gymnastics. It's not even important if she can "heal", it's important that she's there when needed. She could've been anything but a doctor, same rules apply. It's only even more horrible when you have the knowledge to help somebody, or to get him to treatment more effectively, and you choose to not do it.

I'm a man.

if I was a doctor

But you're not, so you don't get it.

How can you be so heartless?

It's not about being heartless or not, it's about providing adequate care.

Are you seriously arguing that any doctor would behave that way? I'm sure there's a doctor out there where his wife/son/daughter/insert loved one, was suffering and he would be like: yeah, fuck that shit, I'm not paid to do this at home.

Are you retarded? Cops have a hard job too, if someone breaks into their home, are they going to say, leave that shit to my working hours. Insert any job here? What are doctors? Something special? It gives them the superhuman like ability to turn off emotions? The moral of the story is the bitch didn't care, doctor or not. If she cared she would've done things differently.

Good post anon. Thank you. Made a lot of sense in my experience.

This is true. Also, women have no loyalty since it's bred into them to have none. Loyal women are dead, when Genghis and the rapists come you better snuggle up to them or die. This has been repeated countless times through history, the women that refused died.