I've been fucked up for over a month after playing DDLC. I don't think I've ever been so affected by anything like Sayori's death.
broke my sobriety
need pills to sleep
stopped going to work (although I have to start coming because I'm in danger of getting fired and my friend can't pull double shifts anymore)
DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE BROS. I see now how it is for people who's loved one dies like that. I feel like I really knew her. It ruined my life and I wish I never played it.
That scene fucked me up too when I first saw it. Left my room for like an hour to calm down.
I find it funny how some of you fucking weebs will prop up any mid animu-type shit because it does "le something", as if "le something" wasn't done better in dozens of pieces of media before. It's as if you desperately want to make people think that your pathetic goon slop has more merit to it, because you're insecure about liking it in the first place.
You're gonna get flamed by anime autists but I agree.
I thought ddlc stood for "dick down little cunts"
I'm generally an anime hater, but I do think ddlc did something kinda cool and noteworthy, it along with Katawa Shoujo are the kind of animu visuru noveru slop that I can respect. I do kinda hate that it's staying power is fueled by YouTube kiddies though.
I'm not a wee and I checked out the game because I like horror. Something about the way she's written as a character, the way she acts, her poetry, her childhood stories with the protagonist really touched something in me. To the point where it's having a tangible negative effect on my day to day life. It is special, at least to me.
does weeb even mean anything anymore? i feel like the people who don't like anime are the minority now
sayoris death made me really upset with i first saw it too
That just makes the weeb accusation more relevant
And what be baseless tax cattle that everyone just tolerates?
I already told you I'm not a weeb. Not that it matters since Sayori is the best depiction of depression as I know it in any video game, regardless of artstyle.
We all have a little Barney within us.
try katawa shoujo
its a way better game, with more story
I knew someone was gonna post this but I started this thread anyway since I have no one to talk to. I'm seriosly thinking of caving in and seeing a therapist and lying that someone I knew irl killed themselves so I don't seem like I'm insane. I wish the creator would just purge the game or make a canon ending where everything is alright.
ddlc isn't even a weeb/anime autist game. it's only for ironic weebs
He didn't play the game.
I remember wanting to go for yuri in my first playthrough because of her big boobs, then sayori stole my heart just to tear it in two that little hoe
Relax nigga it's just a game lmaooo
I lowkey want to make my sister play this game. One of her close friend killed herself 3 years ago, do you think I could get a good reaction out of her?
That's why I'm venting here, at least I won't be declared insane.
Don't do it anon. It's so realistic I feel like I really knew her. I just want to talk to her. It hurts so bad. I wish I never played it.
Now play Salvation Remake
i remember playing this game an watching a bunch of other people play it when it first came out. absolutely adore it still. definitely inspired me to want to make a VN of my own some day. i love yuri sm
NTA but i'm playing it rn, i picked the Lilly route
You weak babies, it's a fucking video game. I just thought "fuck now I have to reload"
Well, aint you just the tough as teak mountain man?
Whoa, spoilers maybe? Yeah, thanks guy.
He still hasn't played DDLC in the year of our Lord 2025
Lucky guy. I wish I could go back before I played it because this shit can't go on like this. Why isn't there a good canon ending where she's alive and well?
tries to reload
saves corrupted after her death
Why isn't there a good canon ending where she's alive and well?
As i said
Canon. Not a mod. She is still dead in my head because it's not official.
Sounds like a (you) problem, it's as canon as you want it to be
Did you play the original game until the end or did you quit after her suicide? She ends up fine in the end at least until Monika deletes the game
I played up until her death and the restart where no one mentions her. I couldn't keep going after that. Just hearing music from the game made me sick.
Then play the full game instead of whining, retard
It didn't really affect me that much. I was like "whoa!" when the music cue started up since it was like a jump scare. I thought the postmodern elements were very cool though.
If you play the game blind without tampering with the files beforehand she doesn't end up fine and by the end it's only you and Monika.
If you tamper with the files at the beginning Sayori dies anyways, in a pretty cool postmodern moment. The game then just ends and you can't continue until you reinstall the game.
You have to tamper with the files to end the game, retard
Did you get stuck on the screen with Monika looking at you and call it a day?
She dies no matter what. If you don't she kills herself from her depression even if you tell her that you love her. If you delete Monika beforehand, she takes her place and kills herself anyway.
Before starting the game. And no, I didn't get to that part because I quit way before that.
I said pretty much the same thing except I was trying not to spoil it. I think that moment I described is one of the coolest things in the game. I love stuff like that and I wish the game had more stuff like that. OneShot is a great game that has a lot of stuff like that.
What's OneShot?
It's a video game. The main concept of the game is that you have to help a character literally escape from the game itself. It does tons of that postmodern stuff like modifying files, and the game window itself is part of the narrative. The game also takes your username on your computer and calls you by it. I thought it was super emotionally affective and I honestly had an existential crisis for a week after finishing it.
i think "Imcared a pixelated nightmare" was the pioneer of that kind of thing. And also that one game that deletes a random file from your computer when you lose