Where do i even begin

I am just sick of it all, my life is such a bad joke.
"I wish I could, wish I could cuddle with someone
I love"

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Is that a reference to a Adam Lanza video?

Nonetheless I feel you anon do you have disc?

>>I am just sick of it all, my life is such a bad joke.

Everyone life here is a joke that's why we are here now, tell us why? What you have done to have life like that

Is that a reference to a Adam Lanza video?

yes
no
i just cannot be a normal person or do normal things. i tried for many years to be normal with little success and to many things that made it much harder for me so i have just given up all hope now.

How old are you now anon? I tried a long time too

Life isn't over, look it may look like there isn't any hope left but one thing humans have show every time is that they can keep going and going, I will like to talk to you I have been in that dicth hole and extreme pain cage

How you know lanza? Are you one of those?

young enough to where i have a chance to fix it if i tired really hard, however i do not have the motivation to a purpose to continue

we dont even know if what he did was even real, its just relatable, the only person i am a threat to is myself.

i guess you are right its not like i can end it now so we will just have to see what life throws at me.

you remind me of somebody I know, I wonder is that you?

Look anon I don't want to leave you alone in this moment man to man, I guessed you are one

You need help, and as much the common folk will tell you "go to therapy" it isn't that simple,most who say that will do nothing more than to say something and leave without helping you

I'm here anon and if there any way of communication with you I will try and do something

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Kill urself loll ur probably some moid coping over something small. Better to kys than complain ur whole life!

Alex Jones is that you?

Well anon, you can try living in delusion if the pain is unbearable like that, start to romanticize melancholy and such

And this is quite true, you could also try to talk about your problems with anons yknow, that's what this place is all about (not really)

Shut the fuck up, you don't even know if anon is a man, get yourself back to tranny thread nigger

thanks for the kind words. i appreciate it
.it probably isnt and even if you did know me theres a reason im here anonymously

Why do you want to add OP on discord so much? Are you trying to groom him or something

I won't give up anon, I already put my disc there now I will wait for you or the other 29282772 faggots trying to troll me for being nice

I'm 19, just the same ditch as anon and I did the stupid trying to kill myself now I have to live with a shitty caretaker all my like i destroy my legs

yes its me theyre turning the frogs gay
thanks
ill think about it and maybe try it

LOLL u r mad asl keep crying man whore u definitely got dildos 2x the size of ur dick

Go hug your mother

Have you ever been in love And how it went for you?

You destroyed your legs? I'm sorry anon, I hope you will be alright. Don't let the trolls get you down, you will probably be added by a few

Don't jump kids it doesn't work and you wouldn't walk anymore in your life
This a certified nice zone

this
i appreciate it and you have been very kind but i want piracy and its your fault for sending your discord account if your being trolled.
this is why i dont cut myself anymore. someone will see and your life is ruined. i self harm myself by sabotaging myself.

irl i was always the second option, older women groomed me twice when i was younger.

Privacy* or maybe you are a pirate

>this is why i dont cut myself anymore. someone will see and your life is ruined. i self harm myself by sabotaging myself

Do you cut in places where people can see it?

People can understand the idea of being nice and all that, not a groomer just another lonely idiot

Are you Latino or something?

You have been muted for 2 seconds

no you cant but i was on my left arm and my left leg

im white lol, anglo saxon

You don't have English as your first lenguage do you? Well anon I have the whole day so let's talk, in that question that other anon said have you been in love? Loved? You said irl so how you love online?

Sorry anon is just that you make typing mistakes and the grooming shit I could bet you were Latino or at least spaniard

i didnt love anyone online its impossible. English is my first language im just retarded.

somebody's read their 100 yrs of solitude

no im just unlucky and have a nigger life

I'm from Colombia so I had to read it, so sad anon isn't a brother

Are you gay anon? I knew someone who that happened to (only once afaik) and they became gay. Sorry to bother you if you're not.

yeah im a faggot i jerk it to shota and like twink shit sometimes. not proud of it but its just a symptom of my mental illness

it's a good book, hope being forced to read it didn't ruin it for you

Not at all! It was very funny to read at times, they make us do a play of some of the chapters really fuck up if you tell me

Well, it depends on which chapters haha

British? How your country is going I will be depressed too

nope wrong country but yeah britian is fucked with the rest of the world

Aussie? I don't know any other anglos is you are from 'murica then all fucked too

yeah 'murican

Just join the army then some adrenaline will fix it

did you ever try it online anon?

which branch should i join?

Go for the navy and become a seal later

have you ever had a boyfriend? or too repressed for that

hey i wrote this for a different thread a while ago and didnt post it. im gonna post it here. what do you think.

are you the OP of this thread?

huh? no. i just chose this thread randomly. i just wanted somewhere to post this thing i wrote because i went to the effort of doing it

How did you stumble upon this quote? most people dont even know of that channel

i just know a lot about that sort of stuff and researched it.

older women groomed me twice

How does something like that even happen?

i was in an online relationship with a 18 year old girl at 14 and 20 year olds sexted me prior to that

some faggot 14 year old was sexting on msn messenger or something and got diddled as a result

this is bad, clearly bad, this is nothing that should be praised or raised or put on a pedestal but im still gonna do it anyways. god i wish that was me.

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I feel you op. I don't even feel like a real person. I'll most likely an hero before i reach my 25th birthday.

Are you part of the TCC?

before 25? im 33 and still wondering what happened. guess this is a warning, 25 will pass and so will 26, and 27 and 28...

I am only here because I'm so ill I can't leave my bed.