Since no one else would make it here we are. How we feeling today brothers and sisters?
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Pretty swell, I got a new prescription and my doc upped the dose, they told me not to overdo it though so I think that's all I'll be getting out of the legal shit.
still, I'm pretty glad about it.
was literally in the process of setting up a thread when you posted this
im good bros, ODed on friday and almost died but now im mostly fine
anon who wanted to try acid while on vraylar here, was told to report back
i dropped two tabs of old ass acid expecting nothing but it worked a little bit, basically felt like i was on a come up for 10 hours, no visuals or introspection or anything actually psychedelic just a little euphoria, probably wont do it again but there you go
I was recently prescribed dexamptheramine. 2nd script in and I can't help but abuse it. Already addicted to benzos and opiates... fuuuuuck
dexamptheramine
I'm so fucking jealous. I prefer straight dextroamphetamine to mixed salts Adderall. It's just so much smoother and clean feeling.
Story pls? Glad ur okay
Story pls
not much to tell really
i took a high ass dose of opiates and gabapentinoids and started to nod out
on one of the nods i realized i was blacking out and while i was falling out i realized it was because i wasnt breathing
everything was going dark but i manually sucked in ait to keep myself awake
that was the closest to death ive ever been
then i manually breazthed until i could get some narcan in my system (which didnt work because of the gabapentin)
so then i just stayed awake for a few hours till the shit wore off and i could breathe automatically again
terrifying shit really
i feel like a changed person
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Sheeeesh. Yeah that is scary. I had similar incidents. I was on Xanax and sitting at a table with some guests, drinking beer. Suddenly realized I was not breathing automatically and had to force myself manually. My lips turned all blue and stuff it was pretty spooky
Well how about next time someone else makes the thread? I waited all day yesterday and well into the afternoon and no one ever baked new thread
Im super baked rn writing some insights I have in to kabbalah with my best bro chatgpt
you do it next time
trying to cop some subutex in the next hour or so, if not that its pregabalin and beer for me, i fucking hate opiate withdrawals life is so fucking boring and empty now
How we feeling today brothers and sisters?
Experiencing sudden mental health/illness (??) pitfall. Considering if there are pharms that could help me, but none I have at hand are optimal options. I'm trying to tell myself that these suicidal feelings are just imaginary (and imposed on me, kek).
guess I could take benzos but feels like I'd be wasting them
subutex isnt happening today, guess its on to plan b
plan gaBa
love you kitty <3
I am FUCKED UP and i want to PARTY with BAD BITCHES
IM OFF MY MEDS AND IM FUCKING DRUNK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I WANT TO PARTY HAAARRRDDDD
fuck yeah brother ^
Remember to hydrate so you're not terribly hungover tomorrow
Today I had coffee, whiskey, beer, kombucha, cannabis, nicotine, l-theanine, and theobromine. Feeling like a million.
I LOOVE YOU BABES WISH YOU WERE HERE
always make sure to have plenty of water and food when drinking. had 3 shots of whiskey and 1 pint of beer today myself.
cant wait for my half lb of kava powder to come in the mail. supposed to be some dank stuff. last few batches i got were mid, but this one should be some fire. strain is called melo melo.
got fucked up tonight
gonna get fucked up at dawn
this is how it goes
i love having you guys around
i have no one irl i can talk to about hard drugs or even middle of the road shit like coke and speed and oxy
i would be so lonely and lost without you guys
using hydrocodone script for excessive pain
feeling great yesterday, this morning
took nap
woke up
take another
barely feeling anything
I hate this tolerance wall with hydrocodone. It works great until suddenly it doesn't. Wonder if I should just go ahead and take another right now instead of waiting the full 6 hours or what?
Yeah I love anonymity means people can be honest. In real life, people are too dishonest about drugs for obvious and less obvious reasons.
A little high and getting higher.
smoking the herbs all day
bullshit saas job makes me come into office 1 hour drive there and 1 hour back. fucking morons they have no idea, come end of trail period Im gonna force them to let me wfh when i want cause they need someone that speaks Dutch desperately with IT skills and they can't find anyone in NL to do it lmao
Yeah I just took another one instead of waiting the full 6 hours. I think I just hit a tolerance wall and I need to up the dosage. I was feeling so great last night though, it was a weird to feel that one day and feel next to nothing the following.
this "egirl" got me into drugs now i can't stop thinking of her everytime i smoke my stuff, i wanna die
The emotional attachment will fad over time.
just barely got out of a weed-induced depression binge as a drug newfag who picked it up as a coping mechanism to not kill myself due to some awful life events.
I just felt cannabis withdrawal for the first time in my life and i wouldn't wish that upon anyone.
i have the shits, i can't sleep, everything is hot, i want to vomit, i have diarrhea. that was the worst thing ever, im having to start to taper to avoid becoming completely dysfunctional for three weeks.
I wasn't even going that hard, only taking about 20mg of edibles per day for like 2 months and it feels horrible to stop that abruptly. I remember when I could just not pick it up and be fine. I've clearly rewired my brain in a very negative way at this point.
I'm gonna commit to trying to lower my dependence on it, but holy fucking shit I understand why people don't ever quit. my goal is to get down to 10mg daily over the span of a week instead of my usual 20 and then eventually start trying to make it not an every-day thing OR move down to 5mg a day.
i hope so but maybe not as i keep seeing her every once in a while
Lots of water and give yourself a month and go right back to it. Tolerance builds up so much over time that it gets better. First time your body has it, it just feels so good that it's throwing a temper tantrum when you stop. I had the same experience. Now when I run out or quit, it's like... a non-event.
Lots of water and give yourself a month and go right back to it
noted on the water, I noticed it helped quell some of the stomach pains when I was first experiencing it.
I would do a full month without, but my very desolate life affairs really won't allow for that. I have to have something to latch onto to cope or im going to completely lose it again.
im trying to diversify my coping mechanisms in the meantime to be less weed-dependent so that drugs can ideally just stay a weekend thing I do to enjoy rather than an every day thing I do to barely survive.
I have way too many mental issues that are completely untreated. tried to go to therapy like 3 times only for them to turn me away, try to throw xanax at me, or just not give a shit. I'm basically stuck suffering alone.
Fucked up my tolerance so bad with hhc vapes than 30mg gummies literally do not work anymore how do I fix this I can barely sleep, the vape that made me shake with ecstasy now takes 15 hits just to give me a threshold buzz.
Anyway I've bought a fuck load of kanna on the internet and this stuff is probably going to be the reason I kill myself it's so similar to an mdma come up that irs uncanny, there is no way I'm not damaging my serotonin receptors with this crap.
post her
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I've been working for 18 hours straight. Ive been literally living in my car for 3 days. Like slept in the backseat. I shaved earlier today in a disabled toilet. I just brought new socks and underwear and a tshirt and threw the okd ones out. I habe nobody to tell my life to so im sharing here in this thread. I am so fucking tired. I quit my real job 2 weeks ago for mental health issues and suddenly got hit with the mist extreme money anxiety. I dont habe enough savings i need cash fucking NOW. so ive just been at it drop pickup drop drop buy sell buy sell - everything. Pills weed powders. Ive gone through almost 3 pounds of weed in the last 4 days. Yesterday my turnover was 1740 dollars. It's pay day here for a lot of people in my country if I want to make money I have to be fucking GRINDING. My "job" right now is legit incredibly boring, and then terrifying. I cannot do this work without drugs. It's utterly nerve wracking. Strange people getting in my car. Meeting fucking weird druggie freaks. I just did a deal for 400 worth of oxy 40s with some guy with face tattoos who got in my car, barely said a fucking word and the left after the exchange my heart was racing. To the left I keep a fucking dagger stabbed into my door card I'm legit ready to knife a motherfucker trying to rob me. And then they leave and its just boring as fuck. Sitting in traffic listening to the Google maps lady. Making ads, taking photos, endless texting and messaging. Trying to corall druggie fucking retards is insufferable. I've been popping diazepam and pregabs, 1g of phenibut a day just to keep my nerves down to keep doing this. I drink nothing but monsters (sugarfree) to combat the drowsiness. I just want this to end but I still gave thousands in product I need to sell before I cash out. This shit is so fucking risky man - cops, methheads, people who want to rob you I'm so tired. But I need money and I'm good at this.
How do you drink that shit? It's like mudwater that feels like alcohol stripped of all positive effects.