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Do you think drugs have helped you?

shrooms helped me for sure. if you can go through an ordeal like that and not get sober, I don't know what to say

Do you think drugs have helped you?

Maybe I would've kms otherwise so maybe yes.

Drugs are my wife, they are all I live for in truth, everything else is obligation, drugs make me feel free and full of love and passion, idk how to live without them anymore

Also where is everybody? As far as I can tell there are maybe 5 regular posters in here and a few nodrugs who come in looking for advice or a fight, there used to be like 10 of us last year, did they all die or move on? I'm pretty married to this general myself
Maybe there's just me and (you) and you're just samefagging the whole time

I haven't found drugs in my new country yet and I'm afraid of the strict laws and shitty quality here, so I mostly lurk now.

I moved on but I'm sure the next relapse is somewhere not to far on the horizon them imma post here again i already started some project with a friend again to get back into growing shrooms the san Pedro also is already a cute little but this year will be a sober year but i do miss you my deranged addict frens :(

Here's that cute san Pedro couldn't upload in incognito

stimfap goon sesh turned into an impromptu extra study-marathon

Very neat anon! How long do you expect to grow them for? I heard they grow at a rate of about a foot in length per year or something like that.

yea something like that, these are 3 months old. the plan is to have fully grown cacti when im done with my pdh. get the tutorial done and decide what to do next smth like that.

how are you guys doing holding up well? i was kinda worried for like 2 anons here that kept posting about their opioid addiction.

hate when that happens

was kinda worried for like 2 anons here that kept posting about their opioid addiction

Idk if I was one of the posters you're talking about but I too am an opinion addict though I've cut them out for the past few days, going to have a hit today but that's it for the foreseeable future, I had an OD a few weeks ago and it unironically scared me straight, be careful mixing downers out there, I hope that anon who mixed all that pregabalin and trams last night is still alive

Holy shit vyvanse is like ritalin except without the feeling like a zombie, schizophrenia and other side effects
I regret not switching years ago

today we will find out if we take 600mg lyrica

Do you have the hit to taper? Or because you just want to taking the rest of the stash kinda thing? Idk both is fine i guess.

Has any anon exp with pregabalin for anxiety? I've been struggling with social phobia for most of my life 9 years od therapy and exposure did close to nothing so I'm staring meds now. Mirtazapin and opipram were shit so I guess the next step is propranolol then maybe a mao inhibitor and then probably pregabalin (prescribed of course)
But idk if i should go down that path since im heavy addict and at least what to get this one sober year done but if it's worth it id do it i think i mean it's medication right some people just need it? It has to be made for somebody right?
Had a really bad flareup of the phobia recently that's why I'm looking into this

god this fucking bliss feels like my first ever wank, how ive missed my lyrica

I have a theory that the ecological relation between drugs and humans is deeper than just recreation. I'm like 80% we get bored in the way we do not because of our intelligence but because we have a natural inborn drive to seek out substance.

feels like my first ever wank

how could you remember that. do u guys remember ur first cum

I rember.

it's more in a hypothetical sense, but im currently in the same room where i first did it so the memories come flooding back

huh

come flooding back

kek
i dont remember most of my first times id say. i remember the first time i got stupid high and everything moved by itself tho

yeah my memory tends to vary quite a bit in how much i remember, but i distinctly remember jerking off to smashing my self insert lego character and his (my) wife's legs together
i might actually still have them in this room, will post if i can find em
for some reason im really twitchy though, it's probably from the serotonin syndrome combined with lyrica. currently going cold turkey on prozac bupropion and klonopin at the same time its been hell but also a helluva time

ok shit the spazzes are getting really bad now aaaagh i can barely hold my phone for a few seconds this has never happened before
FUCK

hope youre ok anon. u can ask cgpt anything u dont wanna ask a person btw

might have to become a regular
what do u guys prefer shrooms or lsd? i havent tried a tab of lsd yet but a friend says theyre more intense than shrooms

shrooms make me wanna KMS for being a fundamentally flawed and broken human being
lsd is more fun

I think it's reasonably clear that the best path forward for moi is sticking to speed (amphetamine)- i.e. ending or severely limiting my dalliances with Tina.
Among other pros and cons, I can get some stuff done on euro-speed (baring the odd stimfap mishap). But meth turned me into a carpet surfing retard.

yeah things gidnt go well i cracked my scrrrn a bit still useabl but i pulverized my old laptops screen during some psychosis
why do i have to be such a retard i just want to feel normal

sorry I can't answer your question, but I'm interested in whether you told your therapist about you taking drugs and being addicted.

You motherfuckers got me into stimfapping, its half the reason I still do amphetamines. Almost 2 weeks sober now cause I'll get kicked out of my place if I continue.

Does Pregabalin make anyone else extremely paranoid? Finally got some and it feels like I'm going insane

I still remember the verbose warnings, made by anons past, to never stimfap. Same with opiates if you're a robot, as they WILL solve all your problems and therefore WILL destroy you.

I still remember the verbose warnings, made by anons past, to never stimfap. Same with opiates if you're a robot, as they WILL solve all your problems and therefore WILL destroy you.

It feels so good, it's almost sinful. Having a cig mid session, it's fenomenal.

Instead of drinking or buying real drugs I just went on a walk and only bought smokes.
I wish I just had drugs every 2 weeks or so, I don't onow how to actually relax otherwise. I just want to reset my brain.

Can't do drugs
Cos' I got psychosis
From doing drugs

That sounds like a really unique effect from a gabapentinoid. You sure it's actually pregabalin?

I don't know how to actually relax otherwise

I've been in that position and I had to take a long hiatus which sucked but got better over time. I believe you can do it if you try, but just know it'll suck for a little.

from doing drugs

What'd'ya do? Dosage/frequency?

Opiates are so weird cause it almost feels like a test or ritual.
"If you can survive this I'll turn you into the person you'd have been with better parentage and social circle".
Like it replaces the pain you're numbing with the pain of not being high permanently.
Dopeheads are often assholes but they're far too frequently charismatic assholes for it to be a coincidence.
Weed on the other hand I feel just dredges up all the bad shit and makes you always a little resentful.

Point being. I feel like if a guy's still a virgin by 17 we should give him a prescription for Heroin.
He'll either die or become a funny as fuck poon slayer.

growing some cacti here too using takeaway tek. going well!

cannabis (smoked and eaten)

400mg l-theanine

coffees

1oz kava

CBD

THC

what did I do

Amphetamines and a NDE

dosage/time

Not sure but it was alot over a few months

opiates taking

It's what renders them suitable for all sorts of scenarios and the lack of real hangover/comedowns that makes "chipping" opis notoriously challenging 2bh.
In addition to the physical withdrawal potentially being a thorn in the side
You can prob chip weaker opis with less fiendish roi for a while or even forever, but the guys who successful chips at the Big H injected into a vein or even chased off the foil over long term is..... pretty fooking rare anons probably aint it.
. Eventually u'll want EVERY day not just SOME days to be a rainbows and sunshine day

in 2 days ill be 3 years clean after a decade on junk. this assessment of junk addiction is perfectly true in my experience.

needs drugs to work

can't get drugs without money

I hate it here.

You sure it's actually pregabalin

yeah its a script
just had another seizure where i fell unconscious for a whileive
my guess is the pregab is triggering something pbecaause Iad seizures before
I have ptsd so that probably has something to do with ithat
pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/25406046/

if you just had a seizure please call yourself an ambulance or at least have someone you trust watch over you, thats extremely serious anon.

Only if I pair it with weed and sleep depravation, then I get really spooky bodily sensations and I start desperately wanting to be sober.
I took about 200 mg of it today and it was pretty awesome, no opiate withdrawals and you feel great.

Anyways another thing I wanted to ask is
Does anyone else also get extremely fucking horny on pregabalin? I was at the store while on it and I wanted to procreate with every male specimen there, I think that's how women feel when they ovulate.

What should I do if I have no access to weed and alcohol gets boring?
I am in germany, what can I get in pharmacy?
I did some cough syrup 2-3 times

nta but ive been wanting to try preg for years, only ever tried regular gaba a few times and it seemed ok, nothing too exciting but definitely works. been hearing preg is much better.

for the rare occasion n2o is great

kratom? if you're new, ideally don't make it a every day habit tho as it will be a matter of time before you start getting withdrawals.
Maybe you get them next week.... or next month, but it will happen eventually. And then you done goofed by getting urself hooked on the green miracle sludge powder
2bh alcohol is still not a bad choice with the limitations described

compared to preg it blasts benzos out of the water.
Pregabalin is a little bit of everything, quite a unique drug.

wish i knew where to get some, one of the few drugs ive never tried.

GABAergics tend to have that effect

how do i ket without the horrible backdrip

Either inject it or boof it I guess.

orally or IM. or really, just do smaller bumps and stop snorting them so hard...

I find that if I take gabapentin on an empty stomach the peak can last up to 4 hours and the after effects last for like 4 or more hours after that, I love this shit the other anon is right it's much better than benzos

I did tell him yes does not seem to affect the therapy a lot (hes a shit therapist anyway gonna switch soon). But it's not in my medical records so a general care physician or a psychiatrist (if i could get one) will still prescribe shit

What's takeaway tek? Havnt done a lot of research in the cactus space yet thought it was quite straight forward

its similar to your soda bottle method but with a plastic take-out food container. same concept.

Listening clubbed to death (The Matrix main theme) while on tram and taking it easy.

I dropped 125 mg of acid more or less, let's see what happens :D:D:D

uq* I doubt you can realistically consume that amount.

What fast food sloppa do I order tonight?

enjoy your day

Have fun anon! What're ya up to while you're on it?

Kebab would be my choice

taco bell my boy

mg l-theanine
I have some of this does it actually provide some effect? There only 100mg capsules I used for studying but I'm not sure if they did anything
oz kava
Any good? Want to replace alcohol because it always recs havoc on my stomach and hangovers.

12 hour shift is finally over bros and ive finally gotten home and crushed up this pill and snorked the shit out of that bitch, i will be high soon and nothing else in the world will matter, ive been waiting all fucking day for this

nice. how was ur shift anon

fucking long, i had one oxy left and i saved it all week for today and it was all i could think about so shit was a slog, but i knew once i got home it would all be worth it, the whole day is behind me and before me is opi bliss

l-theanine is super chill but does not actually give a high. Kava is super nice and when prepared properly and done at the right dose on an empty stomach its super chill.

My whole previous stack +

more weed eaten

3 shots whiskey

wut peel?