Hi anon! How was your march? I hope good! ^^

I lost my fucking eye, and I might be going to jail on april. If I do I will kill myself and no one will know anything of me anymore

didn't get much done

abstained from masturbating most of the month

kept an ok sleep schedule

ate somewhat consistently

that sounds like you got a lot done! improvement is always great! good job anon!

yes I enjoyed every single time

same here, worst month of my fucking life

im sorry anon :< theres no way you're the worst engineer. I'm sure ur great at what you do! im sure your friends don't see you as a burden! and that's really terrible of your mom..
wishing your april to be 1000000x better than ur march!

good I just finished going to ultra

im glad to hear that anon!
that's always good :3

I got banned from my favorite discord server AGAIN :pensive:
It seems I'll never find a group that doesn't hate me so I'll end up being alone forever and ever :sob: :sob: :sob:

Well when I turn 30 I'm gonna start my ministry properly and make my own posse and proclaim the Good News HalleluYAH! ^^

Just like I've been telling everyone! i hope your april is a lot better! Did something specific happen? or was the month just bad

banned

bleghhhh that always sucks.. im sure youll find a nice friend group one day!!!!

i am definitely bad. plus, i confessed to the girl i love and she said "...idk"
im just bad i want to die and get a hug and cry for days, i feel so frustrated, i am tired of pretending to be strong and all, while i am just trying to figure out how to be an adult
i want to feel nice but i always feel sorrow and stress i want to disappear

it was okay. mostly focused on school and applied to a few jobs. wasn't a super fun month by any means but ive been productive and staying busy helps keep my mind off stuff. oh yeah i visited my grandparents too that was nice.

Whenever I find a nice friend group that wants me to be there I hate them and am afraid of them T_T
I think I'm mentally ill! D:

I turn 32 in two weeks. Fml. Gonna drop shrooms I guess. Nothing else to do.

Not a "bad" month but quite literally the worst month of my life. It tops everything I've ever been through. I've lost everything and I am living on a ticking timebomb

:) Maybe listen to the sermon on the mount while tripping or even when sober! :)

Spent most of it depressed, tried meeting new people didn't go well either. Back to solitudemaxxing

i am definitely bad

even if ur bad, ur definitley not the worst! and bad just leaves room to get better!

i confessed to the girl i love and she said "...idk"

I'm sorry about that anon...terrible experience

trying to figure out how to be an adult

i always feel sorrow and stress i want to disappear

adulthood is absolutely terrifying BUT it can (and I bet it will) get better. it takes a while to get the hang of it. i know people in their 40s that are still working on it. but you will! it might just take some time

waa.. i wish u luck anon.. I hope you can meet nice new ppl soon!

im sorry anon i hope things somehow look up for you

but its still discouraging to be called bad after you tried your best, it hurts so much
adulthood is terrifying, and it is even more terrifying when you have to take care of other adults.
anyway op sorry for being so negative i know all you wanted was to spread positivity but i just cant have any of that right now. its just miserable
you are very kind for creating this thread and i hope you are doing better than me

its good you could focus anon! i hope you get one of the jobs you applied for!

im hoping next month is good too. i hope there's lots more happy things on the horizon. have you been well?

gl anon! hope u at least get some enjoyment from the shrooms

fighting my ocd. Bringing myself to tears always brings me back to reality and think of the real things and not the negatives spiking my mind

I hope so too!! to a happy future ^^
Ive been okay! my puter broke.. but I was able to get a kinda replacement pretty fast. it cant do much but at least I can b here again!thank u for asking :3

Don't be sorry anon! you have a lot going on right now! We can't always be positive. But I still hope things will get better for you in april!

I wish you lots of luck anon! that's a hard battle to fight

Pretty aimless, I need to wake the fuck up

it was a sad month but it doesn't matter, i never feel anything most of the time so right now i'm looking forward to the break point where i waste a whole day crying or something

all the time i feel lost in time it doesn't matter since i'm drifting already yknow

I discovered good music tho

that's the only hightlight

good luck anon!
im sorry to hear that anon...i really hope you feel even just a little better. Music is always good at least!

Just working like always

thank you. i struggle every day

I got a girlfriend this month which is awesome but school will fuck me up starting from april

The same as usual, I fall everyday, and everyday I get back up again. This time, though, I feel there's a change. The proverbial plateau is over for me, it's only uphill from here, thank God

im sorry to hear that anon...i really hope you feel even just a little better

yeah i appreciate your hope, if it's genuine
:)