Hey doctor, the medicine you gave me doesn't work
Have you been taking it as prescribed?
Well, I take it sometimes, like I know you said take it every day, but like, I take it once a week and I haven't felt any changes
Ok, well in order to feel the effects you need to take it every-
I've therefore concluded based on absolutely zero research and the fact that me improperly taking this medication hasn't given me immediate and direct results that all medicine is worthless and that I'm just gonna like, do whatever I want instead
Ok, well if you were just going to do it wrong, knock the chessboard over and shit all over the pieces why bother with the structure or pretense of the game to begin with? Life requires a certain sense of structure and investment for you to get the most out of it.
By the way, before you make another massive paragraph post about how totally happy and fulfilled you are, I'm going to stop you right there and tell you that for as many words as you put out you're absolutely a hundred percent miserable because you needed several paragraphs to justify your clearly and obviously wrong lifestyle to a complete stranger.