30+ Thread

I'm 31. How old are you and how are you holding up

31

Never been in any relationship of any sort with a girl

Virgin

Unemployed

In uni but I just bombed and failed the one class I was taking this semester

Living with mommy

broke

Feels bad dess

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Im 30

come here to try to make people feel better

not a robot or fembot just a bystander

come here to try to make people feel better

not a robot or fembot just a bystander

Holy based. You're not lying to me are ya

34, doing alright.
Found a new plaything, she's really sweet.
Still financially comfortable, independent and livin a muck never givin a fuck.
Hah, I used to try and make people feel better here but so many anons are just such unlikable cunts and it's just better to shit on them most of the time. Let's be real, most of the miserable piles of shit that pass for human beings here deserve their misery and want to wallow in their own sadness.

No Im not lying
If you need cheering up just talk or vent to me I dont mind being a friendly ear

I struggle with lust. Despite not talking to girls because too afraid

I have no income and I live in my parents and im 33 but im sitting on a stack of 10 btc because I bought some way back in 2011

This thread is moving fast enough that no one will notice that I'm 28

I'm 29 and I'm tired of this world. Nobody wants anything to do with me. What's the point? The only person who loves me is my mother and once she's gone I'll be alone.

Hey! Get the fuck out of here!

im sitting on a stack of 10 btc

you've got a ticket out of here, and out of normalfagville. to turn everything around, well you wont become a normie but dont keep waiting, anon, do something good.

Heh, sorry guys. I'll go back to hang out with my fellow zoomers

Buy land, or buy a house. Go with something modest. Please for the love of god don't waste it on anything else.

Buy land, or a house

yep, becoming independent as much as possible is the greatest thing a robot can do for himself.

Lust is very human, I often feel it myself

I'm on day 3 of trying not to fall or watch porn. I'm doing ok but the last 2 hours I've been thinking about it. I also tend to fantasize about fucking way more since I turned 30. I see women outside and I imagine fucking them. I never did that before turning 30 I mostly just watched porn.

I just got hired for my first job and I was extremely excited. It's starting to wear off though, when I learned they just cut 20,000 jobs.

Still, to go from $0 to $2000 a month seems huge and I hope my life improves.

I also got way hornier since turning 30 I wish I brushed my teeth as often as I masturbate

32

wizard status

finally moved out (parents gave me the renovated house, long story)

worked at current job for damn near 2 years, something unheard of in my work history

BUT

stuck in life

stuff to do , but nothing to do

no motivation/discipline/will to do anything except live like a damned NPC

cat still recognizes me

found out one of my friends suicided back in Feb and I still cant get that convo out of my head

at least I am getting back into reading again.

34. Settling for a BPDemon that's draining my health, bank account, and runs my whole life because its better than being alone.

Yup I am starting to accept I will never be with a female. Could be worse.

Same but I'm basically the same as OP but non-virgin who paid a prostitute with scholarship money, never been employed, and have some college no degree as I failed the thesis class (not coming back to college btw)

You shouldn't really feel too bad about it, you have a higher chance of getting into trouble being in a relationship than you do minding your own business

33
Had one gf in early 20s but basically had to pretend I was someone else the whole time and that was insanely miserable. Got uni degree to be a good momma's boy but ultimately became a welder because I fucking hated the other shit. Got a little house in a semi-rural area where I live as an almost-hermit because that's the only lifestyle I tolerate (I think I'm an actual schizoid, at least that would explain a lot). Doing alright all things considered

Congrats
What? Why don't you brush? Don't be retarded

Sorry about your friend anon. One of my friend and hero'd 4 years ago. It still hurts

I lost my job a year ago and I've been a NEET ever since then. I'm starting to feel like a monk. I'm 30 now, autistic and besides my immediate family and my friends (who don't live near me) I talk to nobody. The world doesn't give a fuck about me. I feel totally separated from it. I used to be a weirdo, but I had work colleagues and it felt like I was "moving along" with the rest of the world, "progressing" in some way. It's so strange to go out walking and hear passerbys talking about daily standup and bullshit office politics and podcasts and all this other bullshit I used to occupy my time with.

The pleasures and desires of this world that would motivate me to spend my time working cease to have any hold on me. It's all starting to seem so pointless, being alone and enjoying my hobbies seems to bring more fulfillment than any of that other stuff would. At the same time, a part of myself seems to be deteriorating. I feel myself becoming "dry", less young. And as my youth goes, it's less fun to be around myself. Solitude starts to lead to feeling like some kind of ghost with vague notions of the happiness in the world, but the inability to experience it for one's self and the rejection of one's self by the world (people don't interact with me anymore)..

Anyways this turned into a bit of a schizo rant. I'm pretty comfortable with where I am in life.

Do you still see flashbacks of his face at weird times? I often see his face either in my dreams or daydreams at weird times.

drinking whiskey no longer holds the same effect as when he and I would drink whiskey

32

no relationship lasted beyond 3months

unemployed

live with mom and fully disabled dad that has dementia

been this way for 3yrs now

Could be worse though things have been improving.

begin working on gardening

start with vegetable garden

expand to fruit and nut tree orchard

berry bushes planted and fruiting now

built chicken coop last year building an add on now for mom

Got 24 birds including chickens, ducks, and geese

helping mom now expand her front garden (backyard in my vegetable garden, orchard, and coop)

got a large flower garden out front lots of roses

expanding more area killing ALL grass possible and make giant flower garden to overtake the front this year.

I'm really lucky to have such a supportive mother. I hope some of you robots have had a similar experience.

Op here. The class I tanked was thesis as well. We did it bro!

Do you still see flashbacks of his face at weird times? I often see his face either in my dreams or daydreams at weird times

I don't see flashbacks of his face but I miss him all the time and think about him often.

No I brush just not as often as I jack off is what I said

i became an uncle and now my family wont stop dragging me everywhere. reminds me of being a teen in the best and worst ways

I see. I still see his face. I think about the last time I saw him.... 2 years ago. I Live on, but only exist.

Hi I'm 21

Leave this place

orgig

28, feel another crisis coming on, had one at 24 and that lead to some interesting things but i still feel like im in the exact same situation

life just feels like a series of attempts to distract yourself from the inevitability that everything can only get worse. my rock bottom depression at 24 was actually the best it would ever be, how am i supposed to accept that?

be under 30

see thread called 30+

ah yes, surely this is an invitation for me to post there

sorry bro but i dont think it matters when im going to be you in a few years anyway

I've got a box of chocolates I got for my birthdays
1600 kcalores in total
I won't open it

be me

walking on the sidewalk in a city

hear a 'hey' and turn my head to where it came from

'your hot' says a girl from out of a school bus window as it drives away

OK, that happened.

How do Norwoods progress?
At 37 I have started to develop or have developed something similar to picrel. Will it get worse?

I am male and have always had thick hair, can't grow a beard at all.