I'm a terminal coomer. I went to the doctor and asked for pills to stop cooming. They didn't work

I'm a terminal coomer. I went to the doctor and asked for pills to stop cooming. They didn't work.

Thats crazy i dont know what to say

I'm sorry to hear that. Enjoy the last years of your life. Buck up
It's only forever.

It's OK. Just don't coom too much or you'll end up like me.
I don't know when I'm gonna die, I just wish I could stop cooming.

I coomed yesterday and the day before that. I grow weary of cooming.

Use it to your advantage. Become pic in op pic.

I'm basically him already, I'm just not fully dead yet.

Everytime you masturbate, have a purpose in mind.
If you are going to masturbate because you can't resist it, come up with a purpose. It's easier to work towards the purpose because the work (fapping) will be pleasurable.

Try to ditch the pornography. You can look at it, but before you touch your penis, look away / turn it off and try to imagine it instead. The purpose here is to improve your imagination. Keep this purpose in mind. Try to feel parts of the woman's body (against yours) if you can, so that your touch imagination improves.

That's very interesting. Thank you anon, I shall try it.

Im a pervert so tell me what you jerk it to so I can get off

Learn to draw porn so you can channel your lust into something productive

It's mostly hentai, gooning captions and Insta/OF whores.
It's too late for that and AI is here.

What kind of hentai?
Why do you like it?
How often do you jack off?

I coom at least twice a day and it's awful.

coomer moving around using his giant hand is great character design

Me too but I can cum multiple times a session

still, don't give up on abstaining though. Just make sure you know the purpose you're doing it for, since you are denying your body of sexual release.

For me, I think the real purpose is to make you in control. That doesn't necessarily mean abstaining from fapping or porn completely.
So if you have been abstaining for a while, but you find a very beneficial reason to fap (urges are distracting, body is hurting, to prevent wet dream) then you should consider fapping. But you have to weigh it against the benefits of continuing to abstain.
Then start abstaining again (if you need to / lack control).
Keep in mind that, your probably not going to never fap, so if you've been abstaining for a while, it MIGHT be beneficial to start over.

If your purpose is to stop wasting time, you need to try and do stuff in that time. Consider whether the nofap / noporn is actually helping you in that purpose.

I would also like to share one technique when abstaining while browsing Anon Babble or the internet:

While you're being enticed by pornography, bookmark them instead of fapping. This will hopefully engage your porn-hoarding instincts instead.
Throw the bookmarks into a single temporary folder which you can delete later.

He's literally me fr fr no cap
I usually recharge and try later, it's hell
Thanks anon, that's very helpful and insightful. I tried once and managed to last three months or so, but relapsed and I've been cooming ever since.

nofap/noporn

I tried reading some of those books (like EasyPeasy) but they mention stuff like partners and wives, so it's hard to relate. Still, it can work if you don't go by Reddit's NoFap with the "superpowers" insanity.

If your purpose is to stop wasting time

That's pretty much it. Time and energy, yes. Again, thanks for reply.

That's... the first time I heard of this technique. Did you came up with it?

when you start to engage in your chronic onanism, try to visualize yourself from an overhead view, hunched over yanking on your shit like a fucking indian ape! that might help, it's not a very appealing visual.

Sometimes having a vagina has its perks
You have it a lot harder than me

Which anon are you? Originally speaking.

The pervert asking you about your habits

Now that's surprising. I didn't expect (you) to be the perverted one.
Sometimes one tag that I use on hentai is "feminization". I know it's degenerate but it is what it is.

I may have heard it before... not sure.

managed to last three months

I've been cooming ever since.

This is why it might be good to break abstinence on purpose.
You haven't really built up any resistance to the pleasure of fapping because you never really felt it though out those months.
Fapping and then continuing to abstain after might be better.
If you were to only fap every now and then, you'd still be wasting a lot less time.

Don't get so hung up on long abstinence streaks. Don't be afraid to throw away the perceived benefit in exchange for an actual benefit.

I like some feminization like guys in womens clothing or wearing makeup
But I like weirder and more perverse shit than you Im sure

maybe try bicalutimide? you'll become a total beta male but you won't coom, you'll have clearer skin and also won't go bald

That makes sense. Thank you anon, getting paranoid with the streaks was the main problem, I think.
I bet... once you coom into the abyss, the abyss cooms back.
Sounds like a win-win to me. I've considered chemically castrating myself before to stop the coom.

The Abyss cooming into me... Oh Abyss-san please creampie me!

I would have the abyss feminizing me, probably, which is why I must leave the coomhood behind.

Is it like a gender thing or do you like to screw girls in womens clothing?

I dunno, I just self-insert as the character getting feminized and he's the one getting fucked (bonus points if he's forced to wear things like cheerleader outfits) then I coom and feel ashamed and defeated.
It wasn't like that before. The prolonged exposure to gooning corrupts one's mind.

Its honestly fine
I might not be into it but to each their own and honestly its just a fantasy that you get off to its mostly private
I feel shitty about being into brap but I cant help that so it is what it is

I tried to "uninstall" fetishes before but couldn't do it. Tried focusing on vanilla (like bikini Instagram sluts) but they always come back.
You're right: it is what it is.

But did you try to get to the physiological root of it? I think that's key

How did everything start, Anon?

I tried to. Once told my therapist and he just told me to coom and don't worry about it.
However, I never went into details about my fetishes.
When I was a teen. Found some hentai about it and would favor it instead of self-inserting as the man fucking the woman. It was always over.

HM, yeah don't listen to that therapist since it only reinforces your fetish. I know nothing about your personal life but I would recommend you to find a good fatherly figure be it your own father, a mentor, a book character etc...

Try to embody those positive masculine traits and work on your self esteem, maybe you don't seem worthy of being called a man so work on your self esteem and your inner child so you can heal the perception you have of yourself

Yeah, it's probably related to some trauma deep inside. Dunno if I can solve it this point (or if I even want to) but it does seem that the coom is deeply rooted there.
I wouldn't be able to have "normal" sex right now, and that's incredibly fucked up.